{"id":1120,"date":"2012-03-09T00:00:57","date_gmt":"2012-03-09T05:00:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/?p=1120"},"modified":"2012-03-08T10:10:17","modified_gmt":"2012-03-08T15:10:17","slug":"autumn-chapter-5-03","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/?p=1120","title":{"rendered":"Autumn &#8211; Chapter 5 &#8211; 03"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Neve took a deep swallow from her mug, letting the hot tea burn a path down her throat, warming her chest on its way down to her belly.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">She gave a little shiver and stared at the trees where the sun was slowly disappearing.<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cHow much has Teague told you about all of this, Kira?\u201d she asked softly.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cAbout everything that\u2019s been happening, about the things that hurt him, all of that?\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Kira snorted softly.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cI\u2019d like to say everything, but I\u2019m not stupid.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">He told me enough to keep me motivated but not scare the crap out of me.\u201d<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">She took a sip of her tea.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cI know all about the reincarnation thing, though.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Neve nodded slightly, finding herself strangely unsurprised that Kira would know that much, at least.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><em><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Teague may be a bastard about some things, but at least he\u2019s honest.\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Maybe he even felt guilty when they first got together, because he was drawn to her because of who she\u2019d <\/span><\/em><span style=\"color: #000000;\">been<\/span><em><span style=\"color: #000000;\">, not who she<\/span><\/em><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> was<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><em>.<\/em>\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cWhat did he tell you about the war?\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cJust a little,\u201d Kira said softly.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cThat it\u2019s almost as old as you guys, that it\u2019s why most retreated to their respective corners for hundreds of thousands of years.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I wanted details, but he slept through most of the drive here and I\u2019ve been pretty busy making sure this place is snug and secure since then.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cYou did a good job on that count,\u201d Neve murmured.<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Kira shook her head.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cThey haven\u2019t really been tested yet.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">So why did you ask about what I knew?\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Neve shook her head slightly.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cI just never know how much to tell.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I\u2019m not as experienced with this as the others.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I never seem to know what to say, how much to tell.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Hell, before I rescued Cameron on the road and brought him here, he thought I was just some college kid who needed <\/span><em><span style=\"color: #000000;\">his<\/span><\/em><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> protection on the road.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I don\u2019t know what he\u2019ll think now when he wakes up.\u201d<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">She fiddled with her mug.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cAll I really know is that he\u2019s a good man and maybe that I should have told him the truth.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">He deserves the truth.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cHe\u2019ll get it,\u201d Kira said softly.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cWhen he wakes up, he\u2019ll get it.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I already told Teague that he\u2019s going to have to answer any question Cameron asks him, even if he has to make something up.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Neve snorted.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cTeague won\u2019t know what to do with himself if he has to make something up.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">That\u2019s not his strong suit.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Kira arched a brow.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cReally?\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cReally.\u201d<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Neve smiled wryly.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cPhelan makes up most of his stories for him in advance, and I used to run interference with Father when Teague would get into trouble so he wouldn\u2019t have to lie.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Father could almost always tell when Teague was lying.\u201d<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <em>But that\u2019s long ago and far away.<\/em>\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cI didn\u2019t get into as much trouble as they did because of that, though.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cSounds like you regret it.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Neve shrugged slightly.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cOnly a little.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">There was a lot I think I missed out on because of what I did for Teague.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I\u2019m kind of making up for it now, but it\u2019s different.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Those were different times.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">More innocent.\u201d<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">She exhaled softly and took another long swallow of tea.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">It was slowly growing cold in the evening\u2019s deepening chill.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cMaybe<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">a time like that will come again someday.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Kira looked at her strangely for a moment, then nodded slowly.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cMaybe,\u201d she agreed, squeezing Neve\u2019s shoulders.<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Neve shook herself and straightened slightly, startling her sister-in-law.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cI\u2019m sorry, Kira,\u201d she said.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cI\u2019ve got no idea what\u2019s gotten into me.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I\u2019m not usually like this.\u201d<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">She huffed a breath and shivered, then relaxed into Kira\u2019s hug.<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cYou\u2019re just worried,\u201d Kira said.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cI am, too, but we all deal with it in different ways.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I\u2019m sure Cameron will be fine.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Teague said he\u2019s through the worst of it.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cBut was he <\/span><em><span style=\"color: #000000;\">sure<\/span><\/em><span style=\"color: #000000;\">?\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Kira shrugged.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cHe didn\u2019t look like he was lying, so he must be telling the truth to the best of his ability.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Neve choked on a laugh.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><em><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I shouldn\u2019t.\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I shouldn\u2019t laugh.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">But I guess Kira knows why I find that funny.<\/span><\/em><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">She took another swallow of tea to buy herself time to calm down.<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Kira smirked slightly and squeezed her again.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cAre you going to at least come inside to eat?\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cAre you going to take over tending the fire and open some windows?\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cHey,\u201d Kira said, still smiling, \u201cI\u2019m the one who told your brother that if it didn\u2019t get cooler in there, I was going to go sleep in the barn.\u201d<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">She started to stand up.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Neve grabbed her hand.<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cKira?<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">When I have to explain everything to Cameron&#8230;you\u2019ll be there, right?<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">To help?\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Kira sat back down.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cI\u2019ll make you a promise.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I\u2019ll be with you when you and Teague explain everything to Cameron if you tell me about this war that what\u2019s left of the world is being sucked into.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Neve considered the question for a moment, though it was mostly an act.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">She hoped the relief didn\u2019t show on her face when Kira offered her bargain.<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">She nodded once.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cDone.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">They went 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