{"id":1464,"date":"2012-10-10T00:00:15","date_gmt":"2012-10-10T04:00:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/?p=1464"},"modified":"2012-10-09T20:14:53","modified_gmt":"2012-10-10T00:14:53","slug":"winter-chapter-23-03","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/?p=1464","title":{"rendered":"Winter &#8211; Chapter 23 &#8211; 03"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cYou\u2019re awful morbid today,\u201d I said as we walked toward the walls.<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Kellin lofted a brow in my direction.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cYou\u2019re the one that brought it up in the first place.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I\u2019m just stating a fact.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">We usually figure out what needs to happen in the eleventh hour.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">It\u2019s just our luck.\u201d<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Her nose wrinkled.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cWe\u2019re still too new at this, maybe.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Maybe we don\u2019t know enough, but I\u2019m not sure how we\u2019re supposed to learn outside of life and death situations.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Seems like Phelan can only talk so much about the hard lessons.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">They don\u2019t have much impact without the situation that goes along with it, I guess.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Either that or we just rely too much on <\/span><em><span style=\"color: #000000;\">hoping<\/span><\/em><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> something won\u2019t happen.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cThat\u2019s only worked once or twice,\u201d I said.<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cOnce or twice out of how many instances, though?\u201d<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Kellin shook her head as we came up to the wall.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cBut you\u2019re right.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Hoping it won\u2019t happen isn\u2019t going to be a long-term solution.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cPreparedness will be, though,\u201d I said quietly, resting one bare hand against the wall.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">They\u2019d done a good job of placing the blocks and chunks of concrete, brick, and other debris so that it was mostly smooth, even if it was cobbled together out of the pieces of a half dozen buildings.<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Kellin smiled briefly.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cOne way or another.\u201d<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">She dug her chalk out of the baggie she\u2019d stuffed into her pocket and began to sketch marks on the wall.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I took half a step back, watching her draw them, my arms crossed even as the hair on my arms and the back of my neck began to stand up, crackling with the energy that she was already gathering.<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I closed my eyes and took a few deep breaths, starting to try to find my center and drawing energy of my own to pour into the ward when the moment was right.<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cWe should\u2019ve had Jay and Rory and some of the others to help,\u201d Kellin muttered.<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I shook my head, opening my eyes.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cWe can always get their help to strengthen them later.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cYeah,\u201d Kellin murmured.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cI guess you\u2019re right.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I\u2019ve just got this feeling.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cThere\u2019s not anyone here that\u2019s going to try to take those apart this time, Kel.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Besides, it\u2019s going to be damned hard to do since we\u2019ve got wardings incorporated into the walls themselves with that copper ring we\u2019ve got buried around this whole damn place.\u201d<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I reached out and squeezed her shoulder.<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">She grunted, nodding as she finished the last rune with a few swipes of the chalk in her hand.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cDump now.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I pressed my hand against the markings and closed my eyes.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">The stone and brick warmed under my palm as I willed power into the wardings.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">A shiver shot through me as the marks hungrily devoured what I offered them.<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cGods and monsters, Kel,\u201d I gasped when I pulled away.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cWhat kind of runes <\/span><em><span style=\"color: #000000;\">are<\/span><\/em><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> those?\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cPhelan showed me,\u201d she said quietly, almost distantly, her own hand still pressed against the wall.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cThey\u2019re the ones they used to use in the days of old.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">He said they might make for stronger wardings than what we had before.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I shuddered.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cDamn.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">She managed a laugh as she stepped back, swaying slightly.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cYeah, well.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Hopefully they\u2019ll last longer, too.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <em>Hopefully.<\/em>\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I stared at the marks.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">They seemed to almost pulse blue somewhere deep inside the walls, beneath the white chalk marks Kellin had made.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cYou can almost <\/span><em><span style=\"color: #000000;\">see<\/span><\/em><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> the power, even without nothing running into it.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cYou can feel it, too,\u201d J.T. said from behind us, lips thin.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cRory practically fell off the roof back by the sheds when you two started dumping energy into those.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Said it felt like you\u2019d rung some kind of bell.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I smiled grimly.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cA good bell, or a bad bell?\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cDon\u2019t know,\u201d J.T. said, eyeing the first ward.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cBut I\u2019m damned worried we\u2019re going to find out.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">You two need some help?\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Kellin and I exchanged a look.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">She nodded.<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cWe could probably use some, yeah.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Otherwise we\u2019ll make it through about three wardings before we both just drop.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cGood to know that took as much out of you as it did me,\u201d I said to her with a faint, rueful smile.<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">The corner of her mouth twitched upward.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cWell, I wasn\u2019t <\/span><em><span style=\"color: #000000;\">going<\/span><\/em><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> to say anything.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">J.T. just stared at the two of us and shook his head.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cI\u2019ll be back with Rory.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Don\u2019t do anything until I get back.\u201d<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I flashed him a thumbs up and leaned against the wall to wait.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Kellin looked at me sidelong.<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cThe fact that they all believe is going to make them stronger,\u201d she said.<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Calibri;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cMost of them, anyway.\u201d<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I tilted my head back and stared at the sky.<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u201cMost of them.\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cYou\u2019re awful morbid today,\u201d I said as we walked toward the walls. \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Kellin lofted a brow in my direction.\u00a0 \u201cYou\u2019re the one that brought it up in the first place.\u00a0 I\u2019m just stating a fact.\u00a0 We usually figure &hellip; <a 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