{"id":1724,"date":"2013-04-29T00:00:50","date_gmt":"2013-04-29T04:00:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/?p=1724"},"modified":"2013-04-28T20:37:23","modified_gmt":"2013-04-29T00:37:23","slug":"winter-chapter-40-05","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/?p=1724","title":{"rendered":"Winter &#8211; Chapter 40 &#8211; 05"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cWhat do you mean?\u201d\u00a0 Neve asked, brows knitting, hooding bright blue eyes.\u00a0 \u201cHow do you\u2014did you\u2014?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSee something?\u201d\u00a0 Marin gave her a weak, wry smile.\u00a0 \u201cBoth Thom and I have and I suspect that your cousin knows exactly what we\u2019ve both seen.\u00a0 I think there\u2019s a reason he\u2019s staying here instead of moving on and it\u2019s not because your broher asked him to.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFucking Taliesin,\u201d Neve muttered, then shivered.\u00a0 <i>Don\u2019t be so hard on him.\u00a0 It\u2019s a heavy burden, right?\u00a0 He\u2019s shouldering it alone\u2014more alone than Seamus or any of his predecessors ever did<\/i>.\u00a0 She sighed.\u00a0 \u201cSo you and Thom aren\u2019t staying?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe\u2019ll be here for a long time,\u201d Marin said quietly.\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019m just not sure how long.\u00a0 Not forever.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Limping along next to her, Neve frowned and shook her head slightly.\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019m sorry, Marin.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDon\u2019t be sorry,\u201d Marin said.\u00a0 \u201cThink about who else you want to teach to do this besides me\u2014or if you\u2019ll be here for a long time, who you\u2019ll teach <i>after<\/i> you teach me.\u201d\u00a0 Marin glanced at her sidelong.\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019d suggest Angie, eventually\u2014when she\u2019s older.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShe\u2019s the little one, right?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Marin nodded.\u00a0 \u201cA druid born, if you listen to your cousin.\u00a0 I don\u2019t think he\u2019s wrong, either.\u201d<\/p>\n<p><i>If he says that, I doubt he\u2019s wrong.<\/i><\/p>\n<p>She could hear the laughter of a dozen others as they drew closer to the cookfire, their voices carrying down the corridor.\u00a0 Despite everything they\u2019d been through, the others were merry.\u00a0 <i>Maybe Phelan was right.\u00a0 Maybe reminding them that we\u2019re all still alive is exactly what everyone needed.<\/i>\u00a0 She could hear Cameron\u2019s voice among them\u2014he was telling some story from when they were on the road.\u00a0 Neve smiled faintly.\u00a0 Marin squeezed her shoulder gently.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI hope you\u2019ll stay a while, Neve,\u201d she said quietly.\u00a0 \u201cYou and Cameron\u2026you\u2019re already part of us.\u00a0 You could be safe here.\u201d<\/p>\n<p><i>Could we?\u00a0 I don\u2019t know.<\/i>\u00a0 Neve nodded slowly.\u00a0 \u201cIt\u2019s something that we\u2019ll have to think about\u2014talk about.\u201d\u00a0 <i>It\u2019d be hard to travel with a child, but we could do it if we had to.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>But do we <\/i>have<i> to?\u00a0 Do <\/i>I<i> have to?<\/i>\u00a0 It would be hard to let Cameron take to the road and leave her behind.\u00a0 <i>But you knew that eventually that might be what had to happen.\u00a0 Especially in light of everything.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>Everything.<\/i>\u00a0 One hand strayed to her belly and she closed her eyes for a moment.\u00a0 Marin\u2019s arm slid across her shoulders.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt wouldn\u2019t be that bad,\u201d Marin said softly.\u00a0 \u201cHe\u2019d never be gone for that long, right?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>It was as if the younger woman could read her thoughts.\u00a0 Neve laughed weakly.\u00a0 <i>\u00a0I wonder if it\u2019s written all over my face.<\/i>\u00a0 \u201cI hope not,\u201d she said softly, eyes sliding shut for a moment.<\/p>\n<p>Then she straightened her spine and smiled again, eyes blinking open.\u00a0 \u201cBut that\u2019s a worry for another night, isn\u2019t it??\u00a0 Tonight\u2019s the night for celebrating life and teaching you to sing the dead home on the longest night of the year.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Marin grinned.\u00a0 \u201cLet the teaching begin.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Together, they headed for the warmth of the fire and the laughter of family and friends.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cWhat do you mean?\u201d\u00a0 Neve asked, brows knitting, hooding bright blue eyes.\u00a0 \u201cHow do you\u2014did you\u2014?\u201d \u201cSee something?\u201d\u00a0 Marin gave her a weak, wry smile.\u00a0 \u201cBoth Thom and I have and I suspect that your cousin knows exactly what we\u2019ve &hellip; 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