{"id":2580,"date":"2015-08-14T00:00:44","date_gmt":"2015-08-14T04:00:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/?p=2580"},"modified":"2015-08-13T20:36:20","modified_gmt":"2015-08-14T00:36:20","slug":"fourteen-01-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/?p=2580","title":{"rendered":"Fourteen &#8211; 01"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cI haven\u2019t touched them in months,\u201d I lied.<\/p>\n<p>Phelan sighed, rubbing at his temple. \u201cIt\u2019s not a talent you forget or lose because you\u2019ve let it lay fallow for a few months, <em>le\u00e1nnan<\/em>.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSo you say.\u201d I crossed my arms. \u201cWhy now? What\u2019s changed?\u201d <em>I don\u2019t want to do it\u2014mostly because I\u2019m afraid of what they\u2019ll tell me. That\u2019s par for the course these days, I guess. That\u2019s why I left off reading them the last time, too. Something\u2019s just screaming at me if I spread those cards, none of us are going to like what I see there.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>He winced. \u201cJust&#8230;Jac and I were out taking a walk and we ran into Cariocecus. He\u2014he said some things\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I sighed. \u201cLike what?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He\u2019d managed to corner me in my cot, and now I watched him in the lamplight. My cards, tucked carefully into a niche between the bed and the wall, were easily within my reach as I slowly sat down on the edge of the bed, watching him. He looked away, lips thinning.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThings that make me decidedly uncomfortable,\u201d Phelan murmured. \u201cLike the Hecate being on the move again. Like we made a mistake in letting Thesan live.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I grimaced. There was a pretty big part of me that thought we really <em>had<\/em> made a big mistake in letting Thesan live. \u201cThat\u2019s enough to make you want me spread the cards?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou don\u2019t have to,\u201d he said, \u201cbut I really hope you\u2019ll say yes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I sighed, knuckling my eyes, trying to fight down the queasiness that suddenly sank its claws into my belly. \u201cI don\u2019t know, Phelan. It&#8230;it just doesn\u2019t feel right.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDoes anything feel right anymore?\u201d he asked softly. \u201cLike I said. You don\u2019t have to say yes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut it\u2019ll hurt you if I say no.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019d be lying if I said it wouldn\u2019t worry me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I stared at him for a long moment, then nodded. \u201cAll right. Go get me a cup of something hot, then I\u2019ll spread the cards for you and we\u2019ll see what the fates have to say.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cI haven\u2019t touched them in months,\u201d I lied. Phelan sighed, rubbing at his temple. \u201cIt\u2019s not a talent you forget or lose because you\u2019ve let it lay fallow for a few months, le\u00e1nnan.\u201d \u201cSo you say.\u201d I crossed my arms. &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/?p=2580\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[124,139,14],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2580","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-book-5","category-chapter-14-book-5","category-story"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p1EBlN-FC","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2580","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2580"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2580\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2581,"href":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2580\/revisions\/2581"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2580"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2580"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2580"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}