{"id":2991,"date":"2016-09-23T00:00:44","date_gmt":"2016-09-23T04:00:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/?p=2991"},"modified":"2016-09-22T18:58:53","modified_gmt":"2016-09-22T22:58:53","slug":"forty-05","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/?p=2991","title":{"rendered":"Forty &#8211; 05"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>[This post is from Marin&#8217;s point of view.]<\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong><em>\u201cYou play a dangerous game.\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 I stood on a precipice overlooking a vast, yawning maw of darkness, staring down toward a figure hovering above the shadows, reveling in the darkness. Wind tore at my clothing, whipping my hair around my face.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>But it\u2019s still my game to play. No one hurts my family if I can stop it. No one.<\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <strong>\u201cIndeed, child.\u00a0 Luck go with you where I cannot.\u201d<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 My lips thinned as the Morrigan\u2019s voice faded from my mind.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>On my own now.<\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Fingers squeezed my shoulder. I looked back to catch a fleeting glimpse of a face, a mix of Thom\u2019s and my own, a teenager with a faint scar along the side of his face and a grim resolve I recognized with a mix of love and regret.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Then he was gone, though the whisper of a voice I wouldn\u2019t actually hear for decades to come stayed with me.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019m with you, Mom. You can do this.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 It was painful reassurance, but reassurance nonetheless.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Then I was alone, staring down at Thesan as she hovered above and amidst the darkness. She met my gaze, her eyes smoldering with a mix of malice and madness.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 I sucked in a breath and exhaled it slowly.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em>You can do this.<\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cGive me what I want and I\u2019ll go away,\u201d Thesan called to me from where she hovered below. \u201cJust let it go, Seer! Let it <\/em>go<em>.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cI won\u2019t,\u201d I said, fighting to keep my voice from shaking. \u201cI will <\/em>never <em>stop fighting you, Thesan\u2014<\/em>we<em> will never stop fighting you. We\u2019re not going down without a fight. Now give us back what you stole and leave us in peace.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 She laughed. The sound rose and fell, raising my hackles. It was the laugh of someone who\u2019d lost the very last of their marbles, who was beyond anyone\u2019s ability to help.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 The laugh was very nearly madness incarnate and it shot shivers down my spine.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>[This post is from Marin&#8217;s point of view.] \u201cYou play a dangerous game.\u201d \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 I stood on a precipice overlooking a vast, yawning maw of darkness, staring down toward a figure hovering above the shadows, reveling in the darkness. 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