{"id":3957,"date":"2019-05-10T00:00:10","date_gmt":"2019-05-10T04:00:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/?p=3957"},"modified":"2019-05-09T17:45:58","modified_gmt":"2019-05-09T21:45:58","slug":"fifteen-04-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/?p=3957","title":{"rendered":"Fifteen &#8211; 04"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>[This post is from Hecate&#8217;s point of view.]<\/em><\/p>\n<p>\u201cSomething bothering you?\u201d Carolyn asked after a few minutes. Hecate glanced up to see the other woman watching her, her brow furrowed slightly.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat\u2019s a complicated question,\u201d Hecate said softly, then smiled crookedly. \u201cMaybe a little bit.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Carolyn nodded. \u201cIt usually is. Nothing\u2019s ever really that simple, is it?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Hecate choked on a laugh and shook her head, looking back down to her work. She cleared a few weeds away from the base of a stand of flowers. \u201cNo. No, it really isn\u2019t. Only a few things are.\u201d She paused, glancing up again. \u201cYou came out here to think, too?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWell, I did say I was.\u201d Carolyn grinned, then shrugged. \u201cNothing really that important at the end of the day. Some of it\u2019s silly things. A little bit of daydreaming.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou and J.T. are going to get married,\u201d Hecate said. \u201cWas that what it was?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Carolyn nodded. \u201cPart of it. Part of it\u2019s a little more than that\u2014questions about whether or not we should have children, that kind of thing. I just don\u2019t know. There\u2019s a lot of things to consider and things are kind of happening a little fast.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Hecate smiled weakly. \u201cThat can be a thing,\u201d she said, tossing a handful of weeds into the pile on the other side of the bed, near where Carolyn knelt.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSo I\u2019m told.\u201d She shrugged again. \u201cI think it was a little different for you and Matt, though. You guys knew each other in another life, right?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Hecate nodded, lips thinning. \u201cWe did. We loved each other in another life. It didn\u2019t feel like it was long enough, though.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWould anything ever feel long enough?\u201d Carolyn asked. \u201cBe honest. When you really love someone, I don\u2019t think you really hit a point where enough time together has ever been enough.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo,\u201d Hecate admitted in a whisper. \u201cNo, I don\u2019t think so.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>[This post is from Hecate&#8217;s point of view.] \u201cSomething bothering you?\u201d Carolyn asked after a few minutes. Hecate glanced up to see the other woman watching her, her brow furrowed slightly. \u201cThat\u2019s a complicated question,\u201d Hecate said softly, then smiled &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/?p=3957\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[299,319,14],"tags":[150,163,171,170,194,149,148,168,147,165,146],"class_list":["post-3957","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-book-7","category-chapter-15-book-7","category-story","tag-awakenings","tag-carolyn-roberts","tag-fantasy","tag-fiction","tag-hecate","tag-original-fiction","tag-post-apocalyptic","tag-serial","tag-serial-fiction","tag-story","tag-web-fiction"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p1EBlN-11P","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3957","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3957"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3957\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3958,"href":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3957\/revisions\/3958"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3957"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3957"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3957"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}