{"id":4597,"date":"2021-04-09T21:59:13","date_gmt":"2021-04-10T01:59:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/?p=4597"},"modified":"2021-04-09T21:59:13","modified_gmt":"2021-04-10T01:59:13","slug":"nineteen-04-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/?p=4597","title":{"rendered":"Nineteen &#8211; 04"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>[This post is from Thomas Merlin Ambrose&#8217;s point of view.]<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Opening the door, I winced at the sudden brightness that flooded in.\u00a0 The morning sunshine was stronger than I\u2019d expected, or it was later than I expected\u2014probably a bit of both.\u00a0 A hiss escaped through my clenched teeth and again, I wished I had my father\u2019s old sunglasses, the ones that he\u2019d worn after fights for reasons that were only now starting to make sense.<\/p>\n<p>Tory wasn\u2019t <em>right<\/em> in front of my door, but he also hadn\u2019t gone far.\u00a0 He didn\u2019t look at me right away, not turning as I closed my door and limped\u2014<em>gods and monsters, why am I limping?<\/em>\u2014toward him.\u00a0 He blew out a quiet breath, though, letting me know that he knew I was there.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI don\u2019t understand any of this,\u201d he said.\u00a0 \u201cAnd I\u2019m not going to pretend to.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI only understand half of it,\u201d I admitted as I came alongside him.\u00a0 \u201cMaybe even less than that.\u00a0 But that doesn\u2019t change what\u2019s going on.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou said we were going to go talk to the visitors.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I nodded.<\/p>\n<p>He sighed.\u00a0 \u201cLet\u2019s do it, then.\u201d\u00a0 He turned to start walking, then stopped, looking at me with a furrowed brow.\u00a0 \u201cAssuming you <em>can<\/em>.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy wouldn\u2019t I?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI don\u2019t know, maybe the fact that you\u2019re about the color of a sheet of paper?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I made a face ands hook my head.\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019ll be fine.\u00a0 Let\u2019s go.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAll right.\u201d\u00a0 He didn\u2019t sound like he believed me.<\/p>\n<p>Truth be known, I didn\u2019t believe me, either.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>[This post is from Thomas Merlin Ambrose&#8217;s point of view.] Opening the door, I winced at the sudden brightness that flooded in.\u00a0 The morning sunshine was stronger than I\u2019d expected, or it was later than I expected\u2014probably a bit of &hellip; 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