{"id":4680,"date":"2021-08-04T11:00:27","date_gmt":"2021-08-04T15:00:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/?p=4680"},"modified":"2021-08-04T11:00:27","modified_gmt":"2021-08-04T15:00:27","slug":"twenty-three-08-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/?p=4680","title":{"rendered":"Twenty-three &#8211; 08"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>[This post is from Thomas Merlin Ambrose&#8217;s point of view.]<\/em><\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut I don\u2019t understand why\u2014or <em>how<\/em>.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHave you talked to Phelan about it?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I bit my lip, staring at the ground for a few seconds.\u00a0 \u201cHe said we\u2019d talk about what happened down there later.\u00a0 But then stuff started to happen and we haven\u2019t gotten to talk about it yet.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMm.\u201d\u00a0 Somehow, even the single syllable managed to sound incredibly weighty and concerned.\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019ll nudge him in your direction.\u00a0 It sounds important, anyway.\u00a0 I think you two do need to have that talk.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSo you think it\u2019s important?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou do.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I closed my eyes, chin dipping toward my chest.\u00a0 \u201cYes,\u201d I whispered.\u00a0 \u201cYes, I think it\u2019s important\u2014but I don\u2019t <em>understand<\/em> why it happened, Aunt Caro.\u00a0 I don\u2019t know what it means, just that it happened.\u00a0 I don\u2019t even know <em>what<\/em> it was.\u00a0 Was it some kind of dream?\u00a0 An echo?\u00a0 Something else?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIf anyone here knows what it is, Lin, Phelan will.\u201d\u00a0 She squeezed me gently and I winced.\u00a0 \u201cAnd if you follow through on what you\u2019re intending, then it\u2019s important that you have the conversation sooner rather than later.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou mean going,\u201d I said, swallowing.\u00a0 \u201cYou mean leaving with them when they go.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt\u2019s the only way you\u2019ll get the answers about your mom and dad that you\u2019re looking for, isn\u2019t it?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I nodded slowly.\u00a0 \u201cThat\u2019s not the only reason why I\u2019m going to go, though.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI didn\u2019t think it was.\u201d\u00a0 Carolyn looked at me and smiled sadly.\u00a0 \u201cIt\u2019s something you have to do, isn\u2019t it?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYeah.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She nodded slowly.\u00a0 \u201cI get it.\u00a0 I do.\u00a0 But we\u2019ll still worry about you.\u201d\u00a0 She pressed a kiss to my head.\u00a0 \u201cWe love you, Lin.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI know, Aunt Caro.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>We stepped onto the bridge.\u00a0 She kept her arm around my shoulders as we walked, footsteps echoing hollowly.\u00a0 How the bridge was still standing after all this time, I wasn\u2019t sure.\u00a0 Maybe it had just been built that well.\u00a0 Maybe it was something else.<\/p>\n<p>It was one of those mysteries of my world that I\u2019d always been content to leave as just that\u2014a mystery.\u00a0 Until now, my world had been far smaller than I realized.<\/p>\n<p>Realizing that I was about to leave the cocoon of my childhood for something much bigger was a little jarring.\u00a0 Maybe that had been why I\u2019d seen what I\u2019d seen.<\/p>\n<p>It didn\u2019t make sense, but it was something.\u00a0 Stranger things had been connected.<\/p>\n<p>At least, that was what I kept telling myself as we walked back to the village together in silence.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>[This post is from Thomas Merlin Ambrose&#8217;s point of view.] \u201cBut I don\u2019t understand why\u2014or how.\u201d \u201cHave you talked to Phelan about it?\u201d I bit my lip, staring at the ground for a few seconds.\u00a0 \u201cHe said we\u2019d talk about &hellip; 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