{"id":4717,"date":"2021-10-22T19:09:12","date_gmt":"2021-10-22T23:09:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/?p=4717"},"modified":"2021-10-22T19:09:12","modified_gmt":"2021-10-22T23:09:12","slug":"twenty-five-04-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/awakenings.embklitzke.com\/?p=4717","title":{"rendered":"Twenty-five &#8211; 04"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>[This post is from Hecate&#8217;s point of view.]<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Thordin winced.\u00a0 \u201cI still\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She shook her head slightly.\u00a0 \u201cWe can\u2019t change the past, my friend.\u00a0 It took me a long time to figure that out\u2014among other things.\u00a0 I live with the memories much easier now.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cStill,\u201d Thordin murmured.\u00a0 \u201cI wish we\u2019d all known.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThere wasn\u2019t anything you could have done back then,\u201d she said, slowly sipping her tea.\u00a0 \u201cI was already half drowned and their claws were in too deep.\u00a0 I don\u2019t even know if C\u00edar could have saved me.\u201d\u00a0 <em>He would have tried if we\u2019d had the opportunity\u2014but that never came, not while he was still alive.<\/em>\u00a0 She closed her eyes for a moment and sighed.\u00a0 \u201cIt\u2019s going to sound odd, but it\u2019s better this way\u2014the way it ended up turning out.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou really think so?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She nodded.\u00a0 \u201cVery much.\u00a0 I\u2019m happier now than I\u2019ve ever been, even knowing what I know, even suspecting what\u2019s to come.\u00a0 Everything\u2019s turned out much better than I ever would have dared to dream.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen I suppose maybe it <em>has<\/em> been for the best.\u201d\u00a0 The door creaked open as Thordin answered her, Matt stepping into view, half-soaked by the rain that had begun to drum on the roof.\u00a0 Hecate arched a brow mildly.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI see you didn\u2019t get things closed up fast enough.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He gave her a sheepish smile.\u00a0 \u201cNo such luck.\u00a0 Tea\u2019s hot?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She nodded.\u00a0 \u201cCome sit over here.\u00a0 I\u2019ll get you a blanket.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Matt nodded, leaning in to steal a kiss even as he was careful not to drip water all over her.\u00a0 \u201cThanks.\u00a0 Then we can get down to business?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOnce Sif gets here, yes.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>[This post is from Hecate&#8217;s point of view.] Thordin winced.\u00a0 \u201cI still\u2014\u201d She shook her head slightly.\u00a0 \u201cWe can\u2019t change the past, my friend.\u00a0 It took me a long time to figure that out\u2014among other things.\u00a0 I live with the &hellip; 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