Forty-two – 01

[This post is from Matt’s point of view.]

Hecate’s hand went limp in his and Matt’s gaze jerked from the sky to her face.  His throat constricted, air choked off by sudden panic.  He realized a split second too late that something had gone terribly wrong.

“Shit,” he whispered, then again, more loudly, “shit.”

“What?”  Phelan tore his gaze from the mists—mists that were moving now, slowly rolling across the field despite driving rain and volleys of arrows.  His eyes widened as his gaze lit on Hecate’s face, her complexion suddenly the color of ashes.

“It was a trap,” Matt blurted, the words born of instinct as opposed to any sort of rational thought.  He wasn’t sure how he knew, nor did he precisely care how he knew—he just did.  “It was a trap.”

“What’s going on?”  Marin seemed to suddenly realize that Hecate was there with them on the wall, her eyes widening a fraction.  “What is—”

“Nevermind,” Phelan said, cutting her off in mid-question.  “Matt, you need to pull her out of it.”

“Me?  I don’t—”

“Don’t tell me you can’t,” Phelan snapped, “because you are the only one who can.  You’re connected to her.  The rest of us aren’t.  Do it.  You have to or we’re going to lose her to them and I think we both know that’s the last thing she’d ever want.”

It’s the last damned thing I want, too.  Matt swallowed bile, his grip tightening on her hand.  If I’m the only one who can save her, then I guess I’m the only one.  Damnation.  He exhaled a shuddering breath and drew Hecate into his arms, against his chest.  She felt like ice against him, her lips blue and flesh pale and bloodless.  A chill swept through him unbidden.

Please.  Please don’t leave me, mo chroí.  Please.

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Forty-one – 06

[This post is from Hecate’s point of view.]

Matt’s gaze darted upward, toward the invisible curve of his sister’s wards, eyes moving as he sought their shadows against the stormclouds.  When his breath hitched for a second, she knew he’d seen what she had.

“It’s not possible,” he breathed.

“Except it is,” she said, her voice thick.  “Except it’s happening.”

“Can you—?”

“I haven’t tried.”

His gaze snapped to her.  “Why not?”

Hecate stared at him askance for a few seconds and then shook her head, swallowing bile.  “Because I had to warn all of you before I took that risk.”

Matt took her hand, fingers lacing through hers and squeezing.  A jolt of energy shook her, then the feed mellowed into a current flowing through both of them.  She swallowed again, staring at him.

“Try,” he whispered.  “We need all the help we can get.”

“You’re not spent.”  She stared at him, her heart in her throat.  She wasn’t sure what he’d called, but she’d felt his working and known it was powerful.  How is that possible?

“I know,” he said, squeezing her fingers again.  “But I’m not sure what to think of it.  Makes me nervous.”

Hecate’s lips thinned and she squeezed back, her gaze flicking skyward again.  “Hopefully we won’t have to figure out what it means, not yet.”

She caught his response dimly as she reached out with her own magic to touch the dark nymphs above them.  “Hopefully.”

Then, she stopped hearing anything around her, sucked in and under as she came into contact with the nymphs.  Song filled her thoughts, a dirge sung sweetly, a song of mourning and loss raised by a thousand voices.  Cold swept through her, setting her teeth chattering and her toes curling.

Focus.  Damn you, focus.  You’re the one who used to command them.  You can do it again.

The cold only pressed down harder and it became harder to breathe.  Her vision dimmed until she didn’t see Matt’s face or the sky or anything else, only darkness.  Her throat felt like it was constricting, as if ice-cold fingers had wrapped around her neck, talons digging into her veins.

Fight this.  You have to fight this.

It was just so hard.  A chill like ice crept through her, spreading from her neck through the rest of her body, as if she was being slowly encased in ice.  Perhaps she was, despite it being the height of summer.  She couldn’t feel Matt’s hand around hers anymore—couldn’t feel him at all.

It was only another heartbeat before the shadows that had encroached on her mind swallowed her whole.

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Forty-one – 05

[This post is from Hecate’s point of view.]

Breath burned in her chest and throat as she flung herself through the rain toward the wall, casting glances up toward the sky, tracking what she’d seen.  Bile slicked the back of her throat and her tongue, stomach roiling.

They were supposed to be gone when it all came apart centuries ago, even before I managed to flee.  How are they here now?  And who are they answering to?

They had been her maids, once, a thousand thousand yesterdays ago in another place, another time.  They had been her heralds and her companions—the shadowed, nameless nymphs of realms beyond and below where she’d dwelt for long centuries under the thumb of her Olympium masters.  Now someone else held their tethers and it frightened her.

What’s their plan?

Her breath hitched.  Would the wards hold?

I can’t know one way or another.  Even Marin wouldn’t have known, she was certain of it.

The rain was frigid and she could barely feel her fingers as she dashed past the watchtower where Paul perched, rifle trained beyond the wall.  She could hear the screams of dying dirae and more now, could hear the echo of drums and the sound of Marin’s voice guiding the archers on the wall.

Steady.  Her gaze swept the rampart, landing on Matt as he stiffened and twisted.  Blood drained from his face even as she scrambled up to join him, the still-healing wound in her side itching and burning at the same time.

“I thought I—”

“Thom saw something,” she blurted, breathless and gasping as Matt and Phelan pulled her up to the top, the latter sliding a little further down the rampart to make space for her next to Matt.  “Said you would need me and he’s right.  They have the lampades, Matt.  The dark nymphs are here.”

“What?”  He blinked rapidly.  She could see the traces of magic in his eyes, swirling and twisting in his irises.  His power was still up and he didn’t even know it.  “Where?  How?”

“Look up,” she whispered, fingers tangling in his sleeve, nails digging into the flesh of his arm through the fabric.  “I don’t know how they’re here, but look up.”

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Forty-one – 04

[This post is from Hecate’s point of view.]

Hecate exhaled.  “Thom.  What did you see?”

He squeezed his eyes shut, cradling his son closer to his chest and bowing his head, as if to avoid her gaze.  “Just go,” he whispered.  “Hell, Hecate, please just go before it’s too late.”

“I don’t see why you’re making this so difficult.”

“That makes two of us,” he fired back, head coming up with eyes blazing.  “Hecate, go.  They’re going to need you.  Trust me.”

“I do,” she said, swallowing bile.  “That’s why I want to know what the hell you saw that’s sending me there when Matt wanted me here and out of danger.”

“If you’re not there, he’s not going to see it coming.  He needs you—they all need you.  Go, Hecate.  For the love of everything holy and sacred, go.  I can’t lose them—and neither can you.”

Her breath caught and her eyes widened.  For a split second, she wanted to ask what they wouldn’t see coming but at almost the same moment realized that it didn’t matter because she’d know when she saw it—and only she would know when she saw it.  The bottom dropped out of her stomach.

Run.

Ice sluiced through her veins at the sound of Persephone’s whispered voice, heard for the first time in centuries.  She was off like a shot, running toward the wall.  Rain soaked through her shirt, her capris.  She slipped in the mud and nearly went down, caught her balance and kept going.

There was no time.

Shadows moved against the sky, against the clouds above, beyond the reach of Marin’s wards.  Hecate’s heart shot upward, lodging in her throat.  Her step faltered for a moment as she breathed a curse, then started moving again, faster.

No, no, no.  It can’t be.  They’re all supposed to be gone.  They were wiped out.

Except they weren’t, and now they were here, and Thom was right—no one else was going to see them coming.

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Forty-one – 03

[This post is from Hecate’s point of view.]

Lightning struck near enough that it shook the ground and left them both momentarily blinded, the crack of thunder that accompanied it leaving their ears ringing.  Thom lurched toward her and his son, as if to shield them out of instinct.  Lin startled violently in her arms, then started to wail.  An inaudible curse slipped from her lips as she shifted her grip on the infant, holding him pressed against his shoulder and rocking back and forth, making soothing sounds neither of them could hear.

Damn!  Are they fighting for control of the storm now, or is someone’s control just slipping a little?  Hecate wasn’t sure she wanted to know the answer.  Her head rang even as her vision cleared and her hearing started to return.  She could feel the buzz of electricity against her skin, as if the ambient energy in the air hadn’t faded.

Thom was shaking slightly as he pulled away, complexion washed-out in the firelight.  Hecate cursed again, more softly this time.  Lin was starting to calm, though only slightly.

“Here,” Thom whispered.  “Let me take him.”

“I can—”

“Please,” Thom said, slumping against the log bench behind them.  “Besides, you may need your hands free soon.”

Hecate swallowed bile.  Did he just see something?  Or is he just taking precautions?  “Are you—?”

“Not really,” Thom said as she eased his son into his waiting arms.  He winced slightly as he shifted Lin into a more comfortable position.  He was still crying, but it was starting to taper off, as if his fear was ebbing.  There was no doubt in her mind that he’d been crying from fright.  She’d seen reactions like it before in infants and that was always what it was.

Hecate brushed her fingertips over Lin’s hair, glancing up to meet Thom’s gaze.  There was fear there, fear that set her guts twisting again.  “Thom.”

“You need to get to the wall,” he whispered.  “Go.  They need you.”

“How—”

“I just do,” he said.  “Don’t ask questions you don’t want to know the answers to.”

The problem was that she really did want to know the answer—he just didn’t want her to press.

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Forty-one – 02

[This post is from Hecate’s point of view.]

“I’m sorry,” he said quietly, reaching with his free hand to brush his fingertips over his son’s hair. “I didn’t mean—”

“It’s okay,” Hecate said, her voice firm but not unkind. “I shouldn’t have snapped at you like that. It was uncalled for and I apologize.”

“It’s all right. I think I’d do the same thing in your position.” Thom closed his eyes for a moment. Hecate bit her lip, reaching up to press the back of her hand against his forehead.

“You’re burning up,” she whispered.

Thom swallowed and shook his head. “Don’t worry about it.”

“How can I not?” Hecate exhaled a sigh. “You’re family and Marin and your son need you. This fever’s been going on for a while.”

Thom just nodded. In the distance, they could both hear the faint sounds of screams, the sound of the ground rumbling, drums, of rifle reports. The thought crossed Hecate’s mind that perhaps they should go below—Neve and her twins were sure to be there, along with Angie, Tala, and her twins. At this point, though, she wasn’t sure she’d be able to get both Thom and Lin down—it would be one at a time, even if she could somehow convince Thom to go, which she strongly suspected she wouldn’t be able to.

“Thom,” she said gently, “what are you not telling anyone about this?”

He shook his head again. “Don’t press, Hecate,” he said, his voice almost too quiet to hear. “Better for everyone if you don’t. Just leave it. Some questions no one wants to know the answers to.”

Her jaw tightened. And some questions you have to learn the answers to in order to pick up and keep going. “Then you do know something.”

“Suspect only,” Thom said quietly, staring at the fire. “That’s all.”

“Then what? What could be so awful that you don’t want to say?”

“Something she and I saw a long time ago,” he said. Were those tears glinting in his eyes, or was it just her imagination? “Something both of us hoped wasn’t real.”

He meant Marin. She knew that. Her stomach flipped over onto itself.

What could be so awful that they’d both fear it being real?

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Forty-one – 01

[This post is from Hecate’s point of view.]

She could taste his fear, even at this distance.  They could hear the screams, though distant and faint.  Hecate’s jaw tightened as she stared off toward the wall, though she couldn’t see it from where they still sat by the fire.

“What do you think it is?” Thom asked, his voice a hushed whisper.  There was no reason for it—there was no enemy here to overhear them—but he did it anyway and somehow it felt right that he did.  That more than anything left her slightly frightened, a little shaken.  “Well.  Who.”

“I know who it is,” she whispered, cradling her nephew against her chest.  Lin had one tiny fist wrapped around one of his father’s fingers, the other fist somehow tangled in the fabric of her shirt.  “I don’t have to guess.”

He stared at her for a few seconds, lips thinning as he huddled in the blanket she’d thrown around his shoulders.  “Who is it, then?”

“Olympium,” she breathed.  “It’s them.”  They’re coming for me—but maybe more than just me.  Maybe.  She hoped against hope that it was for more than just her, though she’d rather they not come at all.

Thom winced, a shudder running through him.  “Are they going to need you out on the wall?”

Hecate closed her eyes against stinging tears, jaw tightening slightly.  “No,” she said.  “No, this is where Matt wants me and this is where I’m going to stay.”  He’s worried enough as it is—and has enough to worry about on his own.  She felt sick to her very core, terrified.  They would make a target of him as much as they’d made one of her.

“You’re scared.”

“Of course,” she said.  “I’m not a fool, Thom.”

At least, not about this.  Not about this—not this time.  I know what they’re capable of.

But I’m also starting to know what we’re capable of, and I have to believe there’s a chance.  I have to.

There’s no other choice.

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Forty – 06

[This post is from Matt’s point of view.]

The sound of drums became a throb, growing louder in a vain effort to drown out the screams of the dead and dying. His head pulsed with the beat of those drums and he breathed heavily, leaning forward as he let go of the torrent, letting the trailing edge grow ragged like a flag in a gale. Through watering eyes, he watched some of the dirae spiral down into the mists, losing sight of them as they fell.

Do I have another one of those in me if I need it?

A shiver shot through him as Matt realized that he actually did.

That’s terrifying.

A horn blasted and the sound left his head ringing. He swayed. Phelan’s hand shot out to steady him.

“You okay?”

“No,” Matt mumbled, leaning heavily against the wall. “No, not really.”

“You got any left?”

“Yeah,” Matt said, swallowing the bile that had crept slowly upward into his throat, slicked the back of his tongue. “That’s part of why I’m not okay.”

The sound of the drums changed.

Not drums. No. Weapons on shields. Shit. What kind of army do they have out there? He sucked in a breath and looked toward the mist just as a bolt of lightning arced downward, illuminating the field and leaving him momentarily blind. More screams, these more of fear than pain, echoed across the field.

“Why haven’t they tucked and run?” Matt asked, the question slipping out before he’d really thought about what the answers could be. “Stubborn bastards. They’re wasting lives.”

Phelan shook his head. “I don’t know. This is all uncharted now. Nothing makes sense anymore.”

The words were a lie, Matt could feel it, but he didn’t care. If Phelan had insights that were important right now, he’d have given voice to them.

“Welcome to my nameless fear,” Phelan breathed.

Matt didn’t bother to suppress his shiver.

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Forty – 05

[This post is from Matt’s point of view.]

The rumble came quietly at first, a faint sound, lost beneath the thunder and the lightning and the screams. Matt felt it before he heard it, felt it because it was his doing. As he poured more power into the lines, the rumble built, the world trembling slightly around them, though the wall held firm.

Phelan put a hand on his shoulder and squeezed. Matt exhaled slowly, took another breath, and then redoubled his efforts.

Just a little more.

There was a loud crack, then another, and the earth geysered upwards at the far end of the field, sending rocks and dirt and bodies sailing up and into the air, erupting up from within the mists. The screams grew louder.

The drums echoed, louder, followed by the blast of a horn, loud and long.

Matt’s heart shot up and lodged in his throat. His fingers curled, nails and fingertips scraping against the concrete and brick of the wall. He knew that sound, knew it well enough that it made him sick to his core.

Once upon a time.

A shudder shot through him and he swallowed bile.

Steady. Focus.

Breath hissed through his teeth. His hands curled into fists, ragged nails digging into his palms.

The ground exploded again deep in the mists, rolling deeper into them. He could sense someone at their heart, someone familiar. It was hard to breathe all of a sudden and he leaned forward, jaw tightening.

Stubborn through. You can do this. Damn it all, you can do this—you’ve got to.

“Ranged ready!”

His heartbeat roared in his ears, vision growing shadowed at the edges—Matt wasn’t sure if it was from exertion or something else. It could be anything. Anything.

Steady.

Across the field, shadows loomed above the mists, lacking form briefly before they took shape—dirae on the wing, the worst of their kind. Matt sucked in a breath, lifted a hand. It felt heavy, too heavy, as if his limbs were made of water and his hand was made of lead.

Remind them what fear is.

The thought chilled him even as it crossed his mind. He set his jaw, teeth grinding. Was there another choice?

“Aim!”

Matt closed his eyes.

“Loose!”

A torrent of magic shot from his hand, less a warning shot than a final warning, gold and silver and copper and green all woven together in a single, seamless sheet that spread like a banner on the wind over the field, rippling out toward the dirae that had taken wing.

He had forgotten how terrible their screams could be.

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Forty – 04

[This post is from Matt’s point of view.]

He stared at her for a few seconds, struggling to process what she’d just said. How had she known? Even he wasn’t sure what he was doing. Matt swallowed hard, laying his hand on her arm again, trying to steady himself.

I shouldn’t be this damn shaken—should I? He blew out a breath and squinted through the rain. Marin’s hand covered his, though only for a moment.

“Just do it,” she said, then let go, reaching for another arrow. “Ranged to ready!”

Matt’s hand fell away from her arm and he glanced helplessly toward Phelan, who stared back, looking as abruptly stricken as he felt. Phelan shook his head quickly.

He has no answers. This is on me.

One breath, then another.

Steady. Focus.

“Aim!”

Matt leaned forward, both hands touching the rain-slicked walls. Above them, the clouds twisted, lightning lancing through them, thunder crackling, though only slightly louder than the roaring of blood in his ears.

Focus.

You can do this. You have to do this.

Somehow, he could feel Hecate at the back of his thoughts, felt her as close as if she were there with him, her hand on his shoulder. He closed his eyes.

Steady. Breathe.

You can do this.

His thoughts reached deep, reaching for the lines that lay beneath the surface—not the ley lines his sister always talked about, but something else, other lifelines of the earth and the natural world, ones that he realized now that he’d always been able to feel, had always looked for even when he didn’t know the truth buried in his soul. A search for what he knew was there was what had dragged him down the path he’d found himself on and now it all made sense—or at least more sense.

Just keep breathing.

Metaphorical fingers wrapped around the lines below and pulled.

“Loose!”

The lines snapped taut, like a rope pulled hard against a weight. Matt exhaled a breath, then started to pour his power into those lines.

The screams grew louder as arrows descended into the mists again.

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