Forty – 06

[This post is from Marin’s point of view.]

                Then it stopped as abruptly as it began, and the absence of the sound was as chilling as the sound of her laughter itself.

                “Give him to me and maybe I can turn them away from you.”

                It set my teeth on edge. “Phelan had nothing to do with you losing your father, Thesan.”

                “It doesn’t matter if he did or not,” she said, rising a bit higher above the shadows below. “I don’t care. He’s just the best bargaining chip that I have in this fight—and the best weapon I have against the lot of you. That’s my value to them—that I can distract you for long enough for them to strike you and strike hard. Once they win, I get my father. I get what I always wanted.”

                I was almost afraid to ask exactly what it was she wanted—even though I somehow knew that Seamus would sacrifice himself if it meant protecting the people he cared about. Maybe that was why I was afraid to ask.

                The girl was completely off the deep end and probably didn’t really know what she wanted, just that there was something and it was something about her father—her absent father.

                Yes. That would end badly either way.

                “Them,” I echoed. “Who are you talking about?”

                “The army I’ve joined, silly,” she said. Her manic grin stretched her mouth wide and even at a distance I could see a strange light in her eyes that was madness and mania mixing with something else, something real. I shuddered to think that it could be pride—or, more heartbreaking, hope. “They’re coming, you know. They’re coming and they’ll wipe you out, and they’ll take your pitiful little village and woe be it to the survivors because you’ll belong to them.”

                “You make some very rash assumptions,” I said quietly, forcing myself to stay calm—it was easier than I thought it would be, really, perhaps because I actually believed the words I was about to say, or perhaps it was because there was a part of me that knew my soul—and those around me—had faced such trials before, had faced the enemy she spoke of before and had emerged the ultimate victors in the contest.

                Or maybe I’d just finally become numb, all these months of fighting and preparation later.

                “Do I?” Her voice came as a curious little sing-song, the light growing brighter in her eyes. “Do I really, Seer? Marin. His leánnan. Truly, do I make assumptions? You’re here, aren’t you?”

                “I am,” I admitted. “But I’m also the only one. You’ve failed, Thesan. Give him back and maybe we’ll spare you one more time.”

                It was a big maybe, but it was a possibility nonetheless—regardless of how slim a chance it was.

                “We’ll see,” she said softly.

                She vanished and my world went black.

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Forty – 05

[This post is from Marin’s point of view.]

“You play a dangerous game.”

                I stood on a precipice overlooking a vast, yawning maw of darkness, staring down toward a figure hovering above the shadows, reveling in the darkness. Wind tore at my clothing, whipping my hair around my face.

But it’s still my game to play. No one hurts my family if I can stop it. No one.

                “Indeed, child.  Luck go with you where I cannot.”

                My lips thinned as the Morrigan’s voice faded from my mind.

On my own now.

                Fingers squeezed my shoulder. I looked back to catch a fleeting glimpse of a face, a mix of Thom’s and my own, a teenager with a faint scar along the side of his face and a grim resolve I recognized with a mix of love and regret.

                Then he was gone, though the whisper of a voice I wouldn’t actually hear for decades to come stayed with me.

                “I’m with you, Mom. You can do this.”

                It was painful reassurance, but reassurance nonetheless.

                Then I was alone, staring down at Thesan as she hovered above and amidst the darkness. She met my gaze, her eyes smoldering with a mix of malice and madness.

                I sucked in a breath and exhaled it slowly.

                You can do this.

                “Give me what I want and I’ll go away,” Thesan called to me from where she hovered below. “Just let it go, Seer! Let it go.”

                “I won’t,” I said, fighting to keep my voice from shaking. “I will never stop fighting you, Thesan—we will never stop fighting you. We’re not going down without a fight. Now give us back what you stole and leave us in peace.”

                She laughed. The sound rose and fell, raising my hackles. It was the laugh of someone who’d lost the very last of their marbles, who was beyond anyone’s ability to help.

                The laugh was very nearly madness incarnate and it shot shivers down my spine.

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Forty – 04

[This post is from Marin’s point of view.]

My heart stopped, freezing in my throat as I met Phelan’s wide-eyed but seemingly sightless gaze. His eyes were unfocused, pupils shrunk to almost nothing. My fingers tightened again, squeezing hard enough to leave marks, to bruise.

Energy crackled and the hairs on my arms and the back of my neck stood straight up on end. I could see him now, see him as clear as if we sat outside under the blazing sun, bathed in the bright light of day.

I said his name again. He didn’t blink, but his mouth opened. A whisper emerged, faint and nearly lost amid the thundering in my ears.

“Help,” he breathed.

Just the single word. I didn’t know what to do—didn’t know how to do what he’d just asked of me. I didn’t even know what was wrong.

“How?” I blurted. “Phelan, how do I help you? What do you need?”

“Break—”

“Break what?”

“Break it.”

I almost shook him. “Break what, Phelan? I don’t know what you’re—”

The connection. Whatever started this is still there, still has claws—

Claws.

Claws in him.

I breathed a curse and squeezed my eyes shut. I wasn’t sure if I could do it, but I had to try—there was no other choice.

I sucked in a deep breath, reaching down into the deep, dark well of power I’d only tapped into a few times—maybe twice, three times, and I didn’t have a single clear memory of any of those times, truth be known.

Just as long as it doesn’t hurt my son.

I felt a warm sense of reassurance, as if my little boy was already trying to tell me it was going to be okay. Maybe it was my imagination.

I sort of hoped it wasn’t as I started wrapping Phelan and I in a shield of my own making, cutting us off from the outside world.

The last thing I heard before I blacked out was Phelan’s voice breathing, “Leannán.”

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Forty – 03

[This post is from Marin’s point of view.]

Phelan moaned and I grimaced, trying to shift him to a more comfortable position in my arms. Realizing that there was no comfortable position, I half carried, half dragged him over to the wall and carefully lowered him until he was seated, leaning up against the wall. I slid down the wall to sit next to him, one hand holding his arm and the other pressed against my distended belly.

My son was moving in there, as if he sensed my distress. I exhaled slowly and ran my hand up and down my belly, trying to calm down—trying to calm him down.

The glow was fading from Phelan and his breathing turned raspy. I swallowed hard and looked toward him, heart trying to crawl up into my throat and my fingers tightening around his arm. A soft hiss escaped his lips and my heart began to beat again.

My voice still shook as I whispered, “Phelan?”

The glow faded completely except for the flesh around his eyes. Then, even that faded completely. He exhaled with a shudder, slumping against me. Touching him was like shoving my hand into an ice-cold pool.

I realized with a start that he’d begun to shiver, as if he were in that same ice-cold pool.

Shit.

I gave him a firm shake. “Phelan. Phelan! Snap out of it, dammit. Wake up.”

He sucked in one breath, then another. My stomach lurched and I shifted, moving to my knees so I could face him, squinting in the dim. He was pale, and even in the near-darkness of the tunnel.

Not good. Dammit, not good. My throat tightened further.

“Phelan, don’t do this to me,” I whispered. “Please, don’t do this to me—to us.

“We need you too badly.”

My fingers tightened more.

His eyes popped open.

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Forty – 02

[This post is from Marin’s point of view.]

It was for that reason—to stay with Phelan, to make sure that he was going to be okay—that I followed Thordin. That was the only reason I went. Despite all of my assurances to Thom and everyone else, there was a part of me that felt like I shouldn’t be hiding from whatever this was, but that I should be out on the front lines of it, facing what they faced and seeing whatever they were about to see.

Hiding wasn’t in me. At least, this time it wasn’t in me.

I could feel the part of me that remembered being Brighíd, that remembered what had happened in that long-ago yesterday, railing at the back of my head, tugging at my heart, at my emotions.

She would have fought—if not for the same thing staying my hand.

Phelan.

The staff warmed slowly in my hand as we moved away from Leinth—as she and Sif headed for the gates, which I ached to be.

“What the hell do you think he’s doing?” I asked Thordin in a voice that was barely more than a whisper. My eyes were more on Phelan than the direction we were walking in, truth be known.

There was a part of me that remembered seeing this before—beyond a few glimpses here and there in this life.

That part was terrified, too.

Thordin stopped at the entrance to the tunnels and looked directly at me. “Can you catch him?”

“Hell,” I muttered, squeezing my eyes shut. “I’m not even sure I can climb the damn later, but I’ll try.”

If Tala could climb it, so can I.

Shit, Tala and the babies.

“If it’s about to get bad—”

He cut me off. “I’m sure they’re on their way, Mar. Head down and I’ll lower him to you.”

This had bad idea written all over it, but I nodded, levering open the tunnel’s hatch. I started down, awkwardly and uncomfortably.

“Don’t keep us waiting,” I warned him as my feet hit the bottom of the tunnel. “I’ll need blankets and shit down here, too—a bedroll if you can find one, for him.”

“Just relax,” Thordin told me the second before he started lowering Phelan’s limp body down toward me. “I’ll be back. Just sit tight until then.”

I barely managed to catch Phelan and didn’t have time to fire off a witty retort before Thordin had vanished and the hatch had closed above us.

“Right,” I murmured, holding onto Phelan, slumped as dead weight against me. “We’ll just sit here and wait.”

But not for too damned long, you can be sure of that.

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Forty – 01

[This post is from Marin’s point of view.]

My vision dimmed for the barest second before it normalized again.

The drums stopped, then sped up again, and with them, my heart.

I swore softly under my breath and stood up.

“Something’s wrong,” I said, my voice little more than a whisper. “Something’s very wrong.”

Leinth’s shout reached my ears a moment later and I took off at a dead run toward the sound of her voice. I caught sight of Thordin out of the corner of my eye as I ran—his axe was slung across his back and his expression was grim even before he saw me running.

Sif shouted my name and something after that, but whatever her words might have been were lost as I rushed onward.

Leinth was hauling Phelan toward me, her eyes wide, a chill permeating the air around her, power crackling around them both. Green fire raced along Phelan’s limbs, suffusing his whole being—but form the way he hung limp in Leinth’s grasp, I knew that he was out cold.

“What the hell happened?” I blurted, my eyes probably as wide as Leinth’s.

“Something attacked him,” she said as I got close enough for her to pass Phelan over to me—and to Thordin, who’d come up behind me to help. “He locked up, could barely breathe. Something about old enemies and new enemies and gods and monsters know what else. I have to get to the wall.” Her gaze flicked toward Thordin. “So do you.”

“After I get these two somewhere safe.”

I glared at Thordin and he glared right back at me.

“I’m not going to argue with you, Marin,” he said even as he hefted Phelan over his shoulder and Leinth thrust Phelan’s staff into my hands. “You’re going down to the tunnels and you’re staying there until we give the all clear signal—whether you like it or not.”

I snarled, fingers tightening around the staff in my hands. The wood was chilled from Leinth’s touch, but I could feel the steady thrum of Phelan’s magic channeling through it. My gaze drifted toward the Taliesin and a shiver crept down my spine.

Whatever he’d done wasn’t finished—he was still doing it.

There was something about that I found terrifying and reassuring at the same time.

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Thirty-nine – 09

[This post is from Phelan’s point of view.]

Something wasn’t right.

He realized that a heartbeat before it happened.

Every muscle seized up. Even breathing was suddenly hard. He stopped dead in his tracks, trying to control the sudden panic welling up inside.

Leinth reached for his arm, her eyes growing wide. “Phelan?”

“Run,” he breathed, barely able to get the word out.

Run, Leinth. Run.

If I can be reached here…

…run.

“No,” she snarled, her gaze darting from him to the ravine, to the open ground around them. “Don’t be a bleeding fool. I’m not leaving you.”

His eyes stung, in no small part form frustration. He couldn’t speak. Whatever had him in its clutches—and he suspected he knew in part what that was—wouldn’t let him.

Leinth’s fingers tightened on his shoulder. Breath hissed from his lungs.

Damnation, Leinth, just run.

A chill washed through him. He was able to move his fingers, to breathe easier for the briefest of moments. It took a second for him to realize why.

Leinth.

“Whatever this is doesn’t get to take you today, Wanderer,” she said. “Now summon up that strength of will I know you have and move.”

He gasped in a breath, then another. Muscles loosened. One stumbling step sent him forward. Leinth caught him as his fell, his muscles locking again.

“Damnation, Phelan,” she hissed. “What is this? Who’s doing this to you?”

“Old enemies,” he whispered, the words coming as gasps as she hauled him to his feet, started to half-carry, half-drag him toward the center of their village. “New enemies. Someone hanging onto something. Someone—someone who—”

Darkness nibbled at the edges of his vision. He squeezed his eyes shut, gritting his teeth.

Then he reached deep and damned the consequences.

In the distance, a woman screamed.

Green light shot skyward beyond the walls to the north and west.

For a moment, the drums faltered.

Then they began again, louder, faster.

Phelan’s world went dark.

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Thirty-nine – 08

[This post is from Phelan’s point of view.]

They first dozen steps were taken in silence as the pair walked side-by-side back toward what passed as civilization. Phelan glanced up the hill toward the forge as they walked. No smoke rose from its chimney and he exhaled a breath he hadn’t realized he was holding.

Leinth looked at him askance, her brow arching slightly. Phelan managed a rueful smile and pointed up toward the forge.

“No smoke,” he said, as if that explained everything.

“I see that,” she said, her tone patient, measured. “What I fail to see is the significance that you are placing in that fact.”

“That means Thordin’s not up there anymore,” Phelan elaborated. “With any luck, that means he’s decided to join the active defense.”

“Mm,” Leinth said, her brow furrowing for a moment. “I wish I found that as reassuring as you so obviously do, Wanderer.”

“It’s at least one thing turning in our favor,” Phelan said. “I’ll take whatever small victories I can get at this point.”

Leinth snorted, shaking her head as they walked on. “You are in fact a strange one, Phelan, but sometimes you do manage to make a little sense—though only on rare occasion.”

Phelan shrugged, his mirth fading even though her teasing didn’t really bother him too much. Thordin joining the fight did make him feel a little better, though not nearly as much as he’d just pretended it did.

This is going to be an ugly one. He could feel it down to the marrow of his bones and there was a part of him that hated that—but there was another part of him that was relieved.

It meant he hadn’t lost the ability to see trouble when it was looming dangerously near on the horizon.

Leinth put her hand on his shoulder. It startled him, but he managed to conceal his flinch.

“We will win, Phelan,” the former goddess said softly. “There is no other choice for us.”

“I know,” he murmured. “I know.”

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Thirty-nine – 07

[This post is from Phelan’s point of view.]

“They won’t come from here,” Leinth said, her gaze still on the trees as Phelan slowly straightened from his crouch, limbs shaky as if he’d just run a marathon. There was a low-level hum in the air from the energy he’d pushed into the wards, his magic mingling and merging with Marin’s, strengthening the ravine-side barrier at the very least.

“How do you know?” he asked quietly.

A wry smile twitched the corner of Leinth’s mouth upward. “They never did do well with terrain like this. They’ll hit us at the wall.”

“Are you sure?”

“More than half,” she said. “Some of the Hunt should watch out here, but most of them and all of us need to be on the walls. Trust me in this, Phelan.”

“I do and that’s what worries me.” He scrubbed his hand roughly over his face and then flexed his fingers. He could sense the power lurking beneath his feet, ready and waiting to be called. It sent ice skittering up and down his spine and goosebumps racing up and down his limbs.

It had been that way since the day on the ice, when he’d reached too deep and touched something he’d never felt before.

If I called, it would answer. I know it would answer.

That knowledge wasn’t something that should have frightened him, but it did.

Phelan closed his eyes.

Leinth touched his arm. “Wanderer?”

“I’m fine,” he said softly. “I’m fine.”

“We should go,” she whispered.

He nodded. “I’m coming,” he said. “Go on.”

But she stood there, staring at him, waiting. Phelan sighed, smiling his trademark crooked smile.

“You’re not going without me,” he said.

“You’re right,” she said. “I’m not. Come on, Phelan. We have work to do.”

He exhaled a sigh. They always did.

“All right,” he said softly. “Let’s go.”

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Thirty-nine – 06

[This post is from Seamus’s point of view.]

A quiet thud echoed off to Seamus’s right, the sound of Gray and Rory dropping the bar on the gates into place. Thom flinched at the sound, then exhaled a sigh.

“Are the scouts back?” he asked.

“No.” Seamus didn’t meet his gaze for a long moment, but he saw the younger man’s wince out of the corner of his eye.

“If they’re not back, why the hell did we close the gates?”

Seamus patted his shoulder gently. “Those scouts understand that we have to look to the whole of the community in this. They’re smart. They’ll be discreet but they’ll make it back safely as soon as they can, gates or no gates. They’re not going to risk giving away our position, though, not if they realize they’re being followed or tracked.”

Thom shook his head, his face pale and his expression stricken. “You’re talking like we’re not already a beacon for anything and everything supernatural, Seamus.”

A wry smile creased Seamus’s lips for a brief moment. “We may be at that,” he admitted. “But there’s no reason for those scouts to lead whoever’s coming directly to us. In my experience, the sense of a place like this can be hard to pinpoint exactly.”

“If you’re saying that to make me feel better, I appreciate it,” Thom murmured. He pulled the gauze away from his nose and checked to see if it was still bleeding. “I need to clean up before Mar sees,” he said, closing his eyes for a moment. Then he laughed. “What the hell is wrong with me? Something’s about to show up and try to kill all of us and I’m worried about getting the blood off my face before my wife sees and starts worrying.”

“Nothing’s wrong with you,” Seamus said. “You have your priorities.”

“Mine must be pretty screwed up.”

Seamus laughed weakly and shook his head. “No. No, they’re not. Don’t let anyone ever tell you otherwise, either.”

If they do, they answer to me.

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