Eight – 02

[This post is from Thomas Merlin Ambrose’s point of view.]

My heart started hammering faster, like it was trying to batter its way through my breastbone to reach open air. “Where? Why?”

“Dad said to take you below where it’s safe.”

Below. She meant the old steam tunnels, the ones that had been our shelters from attacks when we were young and remained shelters now when the weather got well and truly foul. Bile slicked my tongue and burned at the back of my throat. There was nothing wrong with the weather.

“Why?” I asked, my stomach dropping. “What’s going on?”

You already know.

I tried to ignore the voice at the back of my thoughts, slowly getting out of bed. It was harder than I thought it’d be. I’d known that everything hurt, but I hadn’t been prepared for exactly how much, or for the alternating chills and fever that didn’t seem to want to quit—not at all.

Was this what it was like for Mom and Dad?

I tried to shove the thought away. Kailey just stared at me, starting to seem a little impatient with what I’m sure she mistook for recalcitrance.

“Kay,” I said quietly. “Tell me what’s going on.”

“I don’t think I should. Come on. It’s not safe.”

“Why not?”

She almost punched the doorframe. “Dammit, Lin! Can’t you just for once in your damn life do what you’re asked without it turning into some kind of game of twenty questions? You’re not always entitled to every godsdamned answer you want.”

Swallowing hard, I just stared at her for a second.

Then I sat back down on my bed.

“Go below,” I told her. “I’m staying here.”

It was a lie, though not a bluff.

If she wasn’t going to tell me, I’d just have to go find out what was going on myself.

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Eight – 01

[This post is from Thomas Merlin Ambrose’s point of view.]

Wake up, Lin.

The covers and my mattress cocooned me. If I didn’t move, I didn’t hurt. If I didn’t move, I could stay comfortable. Everything would be fine.

Wake up.

The voice was familiar and insistent, but I really didn’t want to listen. My eyes were so heavy and they ached, as if my body knew better than my stubborn soul what it needed. Fever flushed my skin, leaving my cheeks and neck hot, but I didn’t feel the worst of it if I held still, if I didn’t move—if I stayed in that twilight space between sleeping and waking.

Wake up!

I barely swallowed a snarl of frustration as my eyes snapped open. “What the hell?” I cast a quick glance around the room, breathing already ragged.

Nothing. No one.

The pain hit a second later and I groaned, starting to roll over, gasping quietly as a spike of pain lanced from my shoulder straight through my chest.

Damn it all. Even after reading his parents’ journals and listening to all the stories, I hadn’t quite been prepared for how much this hurt.

Aunt Jac is right. I need to lay low for a few days. Squeezing my eyes shut again, I reached to adjust the blankets that were twisted around me somehow, trying to settle back in and let the sounds of the village’s afternoon activities lull me back into sleep.

The voice must have been just another crazy fever dream. I was sure of it.

But I couldn’t get back to sleep.

The sounds were wrong.

There was too much activity, too much shouting. I swallowed bile, forcing myself to sit up, straining my ears to listen. I could hear the voices, but not clearly enough to make out what was being said.

Still, something wasn’t right. I clawed back the blankets, gritting my teeth against the burning, wracking pain from the wounds the camazotzi had left me with, fighting to ignore the alternating waves of fever and chills.

Something wasn’t right and I needed to know what.

I’d managed to swing my legs over the side of my bed and was almost ready to try to climb to my feet when the door to my cottage opened. Kailey stood in the doorway, her eyes wide and her expression slack. Terror lurked in her gaze, a terror that shot straight into the core of me.

“We have to go,” she said, her voice hoarse and tight. “Now.”

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Seven – 04

[This post is from Kailey’s point of view.]

Breath burned in her lungs as her strides ate up the distance between the orchard and the gates, gates that still stood open despite everything they’d been through over the years—a side effect of the peace that had held for so long. There weren’t even sentries anymore during daylight. It was only at night when they kept the watches.

For the first time, it seemed foolish to her.

The wards can’t protect us from everything.

It was a sobering thought, though a true one.

Heart pounding, she dodged the other villagers as they went about their business, nearly colliding with a few who stepped in the wrong direction as she tried to anticipate their dodge. She didn’t even have enough breath to spare to apologize as she tore through the village proper toward the hill behind the forge.

As long as the weather was good, that’s where her father always met with his council.

She didn’t slow as she pounded up the hill, though she tried to summon enough extra breath to shout. “Dad! Dad!”

There they were, clustered together—her parents, Phelan and Jacqueline, Uncle Jay and Aunt Caro, Thordin and Sif, and Aunt Neve. From the look on her face, it seemed Neve had heard her first, her brow furrowing as Kailey came up the hill as fast as her legs could carry her.

“Kay?” Her father’s brows knit as she reached them, breaking away from her mother’s side to move toward her. “What is it? Is it Lin?”

Kailey doubled over, trying to catch her breath. She gripped her knees, knuckles going white as she gulped in air, heart still beating too fast, blood thundering in her ears. Her aunts and uncles and her mother closed in around her in a tightening circle, something that was oddly comforting and terrifying all at once.

Unseen power crackled in the air and set the hair on her arms and the back of her neck standing on end.

They don’t even know what I’ve seen and they’re already—

“Riders,” she managed to gasp out between lungfuls of air. “Below the orchard, in the field. Not on the road. Cross-country. I—”

“Whoa, whoa,” Matt said, grasping her shoulder gently. “Calm down. Slow down. What happened?”

Hadn’t he been listening?

“There are riders in the field below the orchard,” she said more slowly this time, more carefully. “It looks like they were going cross-country. They’re armed, Dad. I could see it. I couldn’t hear what they were saying, but they’d stopped below the orchard.”

“How many?” Thordin asked, his voice a deep rumble, like the thunder presaging a storm. She’d never heard his voice like that, not anytime she could remember. “Did you see?”

“Six,” she said, swallowing hard. “There were six. On horseback. They were armed.”

“What kind of weapons?” Sif asked, her voice soft. There was a thread of anger there, though, anger and something else-if Kailey didn’t know better, she’d have suggested it was eagerness, a promise of something that she didn’t want to fathom.

“I don’t know,” she said, swallowing hard. “I don’t know, I didn’t get a good look. I was just so scared and I knew that I needed to get back without being seen and tell you that they were here and that they were coming. They’re on horseback and they’re armed. I could see the sun glinting off metal.”

“Possibly armored,” Thordin said quietly, glancing to her father.

“Get the gates closed,” her father said, his expression darkening. “And start pulling everyone back. Set for an attack. This could be a scouting party setting up for much worse. Let’s make sure they see that we’re not to be trifled with.”

“What about the riders?” Sif asked quietly.

Her father smiled grimly. “They get to learn the lesson firsthand.”

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Seven – 03

[This post is from Kailey Astoris’s point of view.]

The sun slanted slowly lower in the sky as she perched there, though it was barely discernable—it wouldn’t be dark tonight until late, as usual for the summer. Still, she noticed as she always did. Sometimes she wondered if that was a gift from one of her parents. Usually, she decided it didn’t matter.

Kailey’s fingers tightened around the book in her lap.

I wish he’d never told me. Then I’d have been able to come back out here and just—just be. I’d have been able to come back out here and go back to what I was doing before Finn found me and told me that he was hurt. Everything would be normal.

Instead she was dwelling on things she couldn’t change—things that might not even be decided yet.

Damn you, Lin. Damn you.

A flicker of motion and light caught her eye from downhill and instantly every nerve fired, every muscle tensing. She strained her ears as she slowly straightened from her lean against the tree’s trunk to peer downhill, toward the motion and light she thought she’d saw. Her heart hammered in her throat, lodged there, making it hard to breathe—or it would have, if she’d have dared to try. Faintly on the wind, she heard the sound of voices.

The Hunt’s scouting parties aren’t due back for weeks yet and Cameron travels alone. She leaned a little further forward, trying to stay hidden in the tree, squinting between the branches.

There. Six riders were below the orchard, already off the road, as if they’d already been riding cross-country. She leaned forward even more, caught sight of the sun reflecting off metal.

Armed. Shit.

At this distance, she couldn’t make out what they were saying, nor could she clearly see their faces. But they were armed, and they seemed to be strangers as they paused at the edge of the orchard, seeming to debate what its presence meant there.

I have to warn the others. She swallowed bile, heart still going at twice its normal speed. Please, please don’t let them see me. Please.

Quietly, carefully, she wedged her book between two branches and began to ease out of the tree. There would be no time for her shoes. She had to move fast.

Gods and monsters, she thought, lips clamped tightly together as she carefully climbed down, trying to keep hidden, worried her stomach would betray her. Is this what it was like for them every day?

If it was, she took back every desire she’d ever had to know what it was like here before the treaties, before the end of the wars. She just wanted the peace they’d had to last forever instead.

Her feet hit the ground and she winced slightly as she came down on a twig. Holding her breath, she peered down the hill. The strangers were still paused down there, still talking.

Another glint of metal. One of the horses snorted and pawed at the ground.

Sucking in a deep breath, Kailey turned and ran.

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Seven – 02

[This post is from Kailey’s point of view.]

The book stayed unopened on her knees, though. Kailey tilted her head back to stare at the few snatches of sky she could see between leaves and fruit and branches, her gaze unfocused until all that filled her sight was mottled green and brown and blue.

I don’t want anything to change.

But everything already had and it wasn’t something that she got a vote in. That was what hurt the most, she thought. That nothing and no one had asked for her consent when things started to spiral out of control.

Was this what it felt like for Dad? For Mom, all those years ago?

There were things that they didn’t talk about, her parents, and there were things that they did. Most of her mother’s past was shrouded in secrets and whispers. From what little she knew, it made sense. She and her brother had never asked for sanitized versions of the story—which she had no doubt was what they would get—and so all they had were pieces and fragments of the whole picture. That was fine with her. She didn’t want her mother to hurt, not ever again—she knew that she’d hurt enough in her thousands of years of life to last a thousand lifetimes, maybe more.

Now something was coming to upset her and all the rest all over again. Kailey’s lips thinned and her hands curled into fists.

Can’t we all just be left alone?

She knew the answer to that, though, and it wasn’t one that she liked, either. It was the reason that she knew that Lin was right, no matter how much she wanted to deny it. It was why his parents were dead, why he was alone except for them—except for the village that had helped raise them all.

Nothing would ever leave them alone, not forever. They had done too much, faced too much, and were a threat to too much.

Nothing would ever change that, not even the passage of time.

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Seven – 01

[This post is from Kailey Astoris’s point of view.]

Clutching a book against her chest, Kailey ducked through the gates and headed for the orchards beyond them. They still stood open, which meant either Lin was wrong about whatever decision her father was making about their safety or the decision hadn’t been made—or communicated—yet. She chewed hard on her lower lip, staring at the grass as she walked up the short hill toward the spot where gnarled fruit trees grew, some of them already edging closer and closer to their season, others with their season already gone.

What do we do if he’s right and Dad tells us that we have to stay inside the walls? We’ll go crazy, I just know it. She had to force herself to stop chewing her lip, shivering slightly as she came to the edge of the orchard. It was quiet except for the birds in the trees and the sound of wind through the branches—though she could easily tell that the wind was picking up, probably a precursor to a storm that was still well off. She resolved that she wouldn’t go back unless it began to rain hard, though, or if someone came out to get her.

Let them find me and tell me the bad news first. Until then, I’m just going to pretend.

It was easier that way, made her heart ache less. She didn’t really want things to change, at least not that much.

She walked on, along the path through the orchard, picking her way through fallen fruit and the roots of the trees, climbing higher on the hill until she came to her favorite tree. It was one of the oldest in the orchard, planted around the time she was born—an apple tree that seemed somehow sturdier than most. She took off her shoes and left them among the roots—it was too hard to stay in the tree with them on. Carefully, silently, book tucked under one arm, she climbed up into its branches to the saddle among them where she liked to sit. She leaned against the trunk, settling the book against her thighs, letting one leg dangle. She could smell the faint scent of rain in the distance, almost lost under the scent of the trees.

Just let me have a little more time out here before the worst happens. Just a little bit more. Please.

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Six – 05

[This post is from Phelan’s point of view.]

“We all do,” Neve said after the silence that followed, silence that was so loud that it felt deafening. She crossed her arms, her brows knitting. “But they left us enough to work with—they bought us time and we’ve done a lot with it. For now, though, we have to think about protecting the kids and everyone else that’s trusted us for all these years to make sure that they’re safe. That’s our job.”

Phelan reached out to put his hand on Matt’s shoulder. He squeezed it gently even as Hecate wrapped her arms around Matt’s waist. The other man sighed, squeezing his eyes shut for a few seconds. It was a familiar gesture, but one that Phelan would admit that he hadn’t seen in a long time—one he’d hoped that he’d never have to witness again.

We all made the mistake years ago of hoping the hard times had passed, that with Thom and Marin gone, the threat would be gone, too. We all knew it wasn’t, but we let ourselves believe that it would be. We just let it go. Phelan closed his eyes for a moment. What fools we were.

“Right,” Matt murmured. “Well, the kids won’t be happy and neither will about half the rest, but there’s nothing for it. We’ll have to restrict everyone’s movements, keep everyone we can inside the walls and inside the wards. No one goes out alone.”

“Back to that,” J.T. murmured.

Matt nodded firmly. “Yeah. Back to that.”

“There are some people who aren’t going to like that,” Carolyn said softly. “Like the ones who never experienced it the first time.”

“Everyone who lives here is party to the same agreement,” Matt said. “They listen and do what’s necessary for the safety of everyone. It’s time to test that resolve.”

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Six – 04

[This post is from Phelan’s point of view.]

J.T.’s brows knit as he stared at Phelan, leaning a little more heavily on the cane in his hand. Despite the moratorium on violence, the years hadn’t always gone smoothly for him. It was something that Phelan could empathize with on many levels. “What else is there?”

Phelan exhaled, shifting his weight slightly to ease the pain starting in one leg, suddenly starting to feel the weight of centuries for the first time in a long while. “I killed a camazotzi today just at the edge of the wards,” he said quietly, carefully, then rushed on before anyone could protest or interject. “It was chasing Lin up the slope and he was already bleeding, which means either that camazotzi had gotten a piece of him or it was another one that’s either dead in the ravine or still out there somewhere looking for its partner.”

A few seconds of stunned silence met his words. Hecate drew closer to Matt, her arms wrapping around his waist, her face going moon-pale. She as much as any of them had reason to fear the old monsters and their power.

That sort of thing happened when you used to be one of those monsters mothers used to scare their children into behaving.

Carolyn found her voice first. “We haven’t seen those in—what, five years? Not since Thom and Marin—”

Phelan nodded slowly. “I know. And we were lucky, then, and so was he. I don’t know how lucky he or we will be this time, especially not with the news the Hunt’s brought us.”

“The peace breaks,” Thordin said slowly, softly. His gaze shifted over toward Matt. “What do you want to do?”

“We have to make ready,” Matt said quietly. “That’s all we can do.”

“We’ll have to make sure the kids stay inside the wards,” Carolyn said. “Inside the wards, preferably inside the walls, too. I mean, I hate to think about losing their help out in the fields and the orchards but I don’t think we have a choice, do we? It’s too big a risk if things are out there.”

“We were kids when this started,” Jacqueline said softly. “We managed to come through it okay.”

“Because we mostly stayed safely inside the wards and the walls,” Carolyn said, her jaw tightening slightly. “We stuck together and that helped us make it through safely. I—the kids—”

“They’ve lived a different kind of life,” Hecate said, then shook her head. She scrubbed a hand over her face. “They’ve lived a different kind of from any of us.” She looked at her husband, then to Thordin and Sif, to J.T. and Carolyn, to Jacqueline and Phelan, and then to Neve. “Has there been any word from Cameron?”

Hugging herself slightly, Neve shook her head. “No. But he’s only two months into his ride. I don’t expect anything for at least another month, probably longer. I can’t sense anything’s wrong, though—if I did, I’d tell all of you.”

Phelan’s gaze drifted toward Matt. His friend was staring out into the trees of the ravine, expression faraway and thoughtful.

“I wish they were still here,” Matt said, the words barely audible.

No one had to ask who he meant. They all already knew.

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Six – 03

[This post is from Phelan’s point of view.]

Phelan watched the others’ faces while Matt recounted what he’d heard from Gilad, the news of what the Hunt’s scouts had seen and encountered on their patrol. The word that a detachment was headed for New Hope to check on Lara and her people there elicited some nods, some quiet sounds of agreement, though the overall mood was the same.

All of them, to the last, was worried—worried about what this meant, worried that the long peace was finally breaking. Phelan realized as he watched their faces that it was no longer a question for him.

It was breaking. There was no doubt. They’d all known that it wouldn’t last the span of years agreed upon below that cliff so many years ago, now. They’d known that a long time ago. But now it was finally ending for good.

He looked away from the others, his lips thinning as Matt finished recounting Gilad’s report, staring off into the ravine. All he could see out there was the usual play of light and shadow. Nothing felt wrong, felt off. Perhaps it had only been the one.

You know that’s not how it works. If there was only one, it was a scout, and even scouts usually work in pairs. There’s another out there watching—waiting. Probably more.

“Well,” Thordin said quietly as Matt finished. “That’s quite the mess we’re looking at.”

“That’s not all of it,” Matt said.

“What do you mean?” Sif crossed her arms, a frown creasing her forehead. “The Hunt had more to tell us?”

“Not the Hunt,” Matt said, then glanced at Phelan and Jacqueline. “There’s more.”

Phelan rolled his shoulders as the others followed Matt’s gaze. He took a deep breath, exhaled quietly, buying himself time to gather his thoughts.

“He’s right,” he said quietly. “There’s more.”

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Six – 02

[This post is from Phelan’s point of view.]

They crested the hill and walked past the forge, spotting the others after a few seconds more. Phelan couldn’t see anyone missing from their informal council, not that he’d expected anyone to be missing. He’d suspected that he and Jacqueline would be the last to arrive. He nodded to Matt as they joined the knot clustered beneath the trees that were no longer young as the late afternoon sun shone through the branches.

“Last to arrive as usual,” Thordin said with a grin, the good-natured teasing welcome, especially in the fact of what they were about to discuss. “Why am I not surprised?”

“Because if I’m not here first, I’m going to be last,” Phelan answered, the ghost of a smile curving his lips before it faded as he looked at Matt. “What have you told them?”

“Nothing yet,” he said. “We were waiting for you and Jac.”

There hadn’t been much need for that, but Phelan had suspected that Matt would wait, if only to have Phelan for backup when the questions started flying—and so Phelan could explain what little he knew about the situation involving Lin and the camazotzi.

He wasn’t looking forward to explaining any of that.

“Well,” Matt said, squaring his shoulders. “Let’s get started.”

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