One – 03

[This post is from Marin’s point of view.]

A sigh escaped my lips. There was a part of me that wanted to be angry at him, but mostly, I was just relieved—relieved that he believed, relieved that I wasn’t alone, that what we thought was true, that he’d finally accepted it.

The fact that he remembered, too, made me feel a little less alone, a little less like Thom and J.T. and I were outliers and more like what we’d experienced was closer to normal. Perhaps it was a new normal, but it was still a kind of normal.

“It’s okay,” I said, and Matt relaxed a fraction, though only for a moment.

We skirted the edge of the ravine on our way to the bridge. Matt’s eyes were in constant motion, as if he were scanning for threats, expecting something to jump out of the verdant boughs and tangled brambles that lined its edges. It seemed to have come back wilder this spring—this early summer—than it had in years past. It was yet another sign that things were far different than they had been a year ago, before the world ended on an August Sunday. I began to wonder if he knew something I didn’t, suspected something I didn’t.

Had I missed something?

“What’s wrong?”

He shook his head, his lips pressed together in a thin line. “Nothing, I hope. I hope I’m just being paranoid.”

Aren’t those famous last words by now? I winced. “What do you think could be wrong?”

“I just want to check the barrow,” he said as our feet hit the bridge. “With everything that’s just happened, I think that would be a smart idea, don’t you?”

A shiver shot down my spine as the possibilities of what could have gone wrong at the spot where we’d consecrated the ground and buried our dead. It was far enough from where we’d started to build our village that if something happened there, it wouldn’t be immediately noticed, not unless it was very large and very loud.

And with the battle two days ago, we were distracted. Something could have happened in the midst of all of that chaos and we wouldn’t have realized it was happening.

“Do you think they—”

“You said yourself that we tangled with a god of death,” he said quietly. “Who knows what could have happened, or why?”

Another shiver shot through me.

“I think we should run,” I said.

For a long moment, my brother stared at me, but at length he nodded.

He broke into a run and I followed hard on his heels.

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One – 02

[This post is from Marin’s point of view.]

The rain had shifted more and more into mist while we’d been up at the forge. It was only the occasional fat drop that fell on Matt and I as we walked down the hill toward the tents. He wrapped his arm around my shoulders as we walked and I smiled at him, more comforted by that single act than I think he realized—perhaps more than he could ever fathom.

I’d thought that I’d lost him, that I might never see him again, and the idea of it had begun to eat me up inside. Even this—even if he was only here for a little while and then had to go—was better than having him gone and not being able to say good-bye.

Abruptly, he paused, staring out into the mists. I stopped, my brow furrowing as I looked at him sidelong.

“What is it?”

He shook his head and changed direction, tugging me along, not toward the tents and the fire but toward the bridge and the arboretum beyond it, toward the limits of the wardings I’d worked so hard to set and maintain. “Come on,” he murmured, something darkening in his eyes. My heart started to beat a little faster.

“Matt—”

“Just trust me,” he said, looking at me squarely for a moment. “Please, sis. Just trust me on this.”

“I do trust you,” I said. “You know I do.”

He nodded almost convulsively and started to move faster. “There’s something I have to see for myself. Something that—” he broke off again, exhaling an agitated breath. “I don’t know how to explain it.”

“Welcome to my world,” I said, irony lacing through my tone. At least we weren’t quite running. I was too damned sore for that right now.

What’s so important out there?

Somehow I knew we were crossing the bridge, somehow I knew that something was pulling at him, driving him to move in that direction. I just hoped against hope it wasn’t something sinister affecting him. We’d been through that before with other people and I’d had enough of it already for a lifetime.

“I’m sorry I made it so hard on you,” he said as we got closer to the edge of the wardings. “I’m sorry that I pretended that I didn’t believe when we were kids.”

I caught his hand and squeezed. “I understood it then and I understand it now. It’s not like I always made it easy.”

“My crazy older sister,” he said, a trace of fondness in his voice, though it was laced with bitterness, too. “I was a fucking tool and I’m still sorry. And I’m sorry I looked at you guys funny about the whole past lives thing.”

We crossed the ward lines, a faint crackle of energy making my hair stand on end for a second as we passed through them. A second later, my personal wards snapped up and into place, stronger than they were when we were behind the village’s walls. I had been unconsciously strengthening them in the months since the end of everything, though it was still a little jarring for me to be so hyperaware of their existence now.

I looked at Matt, my fingers flexing around his again. “It’s okay. It was weird even for me.” Terrifying, sometimes.

“I’m sorry I lied,” he said as we hit the bridge.

Cold shot through me. “Lied about what?”

“About remembering. About knowing.” His fingers clamped down around my hand. “I always knew. I remembered. I just didn’t want to. I didn’t want to think about everything it meant. It was somehow easier, and I’m sorry.”

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One – 01

[This post is from Marin’s point of view.]

It was just after sunrise when he came into the forge, silent and contemplative. His fingers brushed over his tools, the anvil, the half-finished projects that he’d left behind. A gentle, misty rain fell outside, muting every sound, and the thickness of the mists shrouded the world like a cloak, letting us forget what had happened two days before, at least for a little while.

I hadn’t thought he’d realized I was there until he looked right at me with a faint, crooked smile. “You’re supposed to be in bed, sis. My nephew wake you up?”

With a faint smile of my own, I shook my head, slipping out of the shadows near the whetstone. “No, he’s still asleep after his predawn feeding. I decided to stretch my legs a little. I ended up here.”

Matt stared at me for a few long moments, then said, “So you weren’t looking for me?”

I glanced down. “I figured you’d eventually make it up here.”

“You were right.” He closed his eyes, exhaling a sigh. “You should sit down. You’re pale.”

“Matt—”

He opened his eyes and I felt the immense weight of that gaze. He was worried on a lot of levels, not just about me. I sat down instead of arguing and he sank down next to me. He wrapped an arm around my shoulders and I leaned against him, listening to the slow, easy rhythm of his breath.

“You were hoping I’d come looking for you,” I said.

Matt sighed, nodding. “I didn’t want to bother you. You’ve got enough on your plate right now.”

“You’re my brother.”

He shot me a crooked smile. “That means I’m either always a bother or never a bother. I’m almost afraid to ask which one it is.”

I laughed, wrapping my arm around his waist and squeezing. He rested his cheek against my head and sighed again. There was an elephant in the room—more than one if I was really honest—and he was leaving it to me to be the one to name it. I couldn’t blame him.

“Do you love her?”

He exhaled and nodded without a hint of hesitation. “At first I wondered if it was because of her history with Cíar, but I figured that it was more than that. Their history just made it easier for both of us. It dropped some walls that would have made things really difficult otherwise.”

“Then she loves you, too? Not just because of Cíar?”

Matt nodded again. “And she trusts me, which is more than I can say about almost everyone in her life.” He tilted his head back, staring at the ceiling. “I don’t know if we can stay here, Mar.”

My stomach dropped, my throat growing tight. Everything I’d ever seen showed him with us. We needed him with us. More than anything, I needed him to be here. He was all I had left of the family I’d been born to, that I’d grown up a part of. “Will you at least try?”

“That depends on her and everyone else,” he murmured. “She knows they have good reason to hate her, Mar, and I know it, too. She did some really bad things, but—”

“I know,” I said, cutting him off. “I get it, Matt. Ériu…Ériu knew. She told me. I’m sorry.” I wasn’t sure if I was apologizing to the brother sitting next to me or to Cíar mac Dúbhshláin, whose soul was the twin of ancient one living in me.

My brother sighed again, his arm tightening for a moment before he let go. “Who would have thought a year ago that we’d think talking to ghosts about the ancient lives of our souls would be normal?”

“Not even me,” I said softly. “Are you okay?”

“Mostly. I’m just worried.”

“About her?”

“About everything.” His crooked smile returned as he glanced toward me. “I think I learned that from the best.”

“Probably right on that.” I squeezed him gently. “I’m kind of looking forward to meeting her, though, y’know?”

Matt stared at me for a few long moments, then shifted on the bench. He hugged me fiercely and pressed a kiss to my forehead.

“I think she’ll like that,” he murmured. I reached up to ruffle his hair.

“I hope so. She must be something really special if you married her fifteen seconds before she picked a fight with a god of death.”

He blushed. “Who told you?”

“Phelan. Thom’s still trying to wrap his head around it.”

“That sounds like him.” Matt took a deep breath and stood up, wandering toward his anvil. His fingertips brushed along its smooth surface. “Thordin kept an eye on things up here for me, didn’t he?”

I nodded. “Toward the end.”

“I’ll have to thank him.” He stared out the open door at the mist and rain. “It’s good to be home.”

“We’re glad to have you home,” I said.

He looked at me and smiled. “No matter what? Despite who I brought with me?”

“Based on what everyone’s told me? You guys saved us. That should be enough for everyone.” I stood up, wincing slightly. Everything was sore. “But you don’t have to face any of them until you’re ready.”

“Don’t I?” he smiled faintly and shook his head. “I appreciate the sentiment, but I think it’s time for us to figure out what normal is now—and then she and I can decide what we’re going to do. That means facing them sooner rather than later.” He nodded toward the door. “You want to go have breakfast? Before Thom wakes up and realizes you’re gone and has some kind of anyerism?”

I smiled. “Breakfast would be great.”

“Then let’s go. I’ll cook if someone else hasn’t already started.”

I took his hand. He squeezed my fingers and together we headed down toward the cooking fires and whatever the new normal might turn out to be.

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Forty-nine – 03

[This post is from Matt’s point of view.]

Phelan let go of his shoulder, wrapping both hands around the haft of the carved staff he’d brought with him up onto the wall. The Taliesin’s hands began to glow the faint green of summer leaves and the darker green of evergreen trees and Matt felt his breath catch.

Powers that are, smile on us today.

The earth responded to Matt’s gentle urging, a rumble starting to grow. On the field below, the ranks marching on the walls slowed slightly, peppered by arrows and assaulted by lightning, looking around warily as if they could feel the ground shaking beneath their feet.

It wasn’t—not yet—but there was more to come.

Phelan hummed something softly under his breath, the tune a familiar one, something that tugged at Matt’s core and made his throat tighten. It was a song of a home he’d never known, a home that Cíar had known all too well. It made his heart beat a little faster.

We can do this. We have to do this.

A woman’s voice shrieked beyond the ranks of soldiers and Phelan went rigid, a curse tearing loose from his throat as his magic abruptly flared, then faded. Matt jerked toward him.

“Phelan—”

“It’s her,” the Taliesin grated. “Thesan. She’s—” he broke off, breathing a curse through clenched teeth.

Shit.

“I see her,” Leinth called, her voice calm and ice cold. “Sif?”

“Fifth rank, just left of center. I do have a shot.”

Matt could almost hear the chilly smile in Leinth’s voice. “Take your shot when I say go. Matt, whatever you’re going to do, start it then.”

His mouth suddenly dry, Matt nodded, swallowing hard. You can do this. Phelan can’t help, not yet, not until Thesan’s not a problem anymore.

He glanced at his friend, whose knuckles were white against the wood of his staff, his complexion more washed out than it had been a few moments before.

He may not be able to help at all.

It’s on me, then.

“Now.”

A single arrow shot from Sif’s bow into a world that was abruptly cloaked in nearly impenetrable shadow and at least twenty degrees colder than it had been a moment before. The rain that had been falling turned abruptly to ice, shards pelting down like tiny razors from the sky. Earth geysered upward, engulfing the first few ranks of men, who had not quite reached the column of lightning that represented Hecate and whoever she was facing down on that field. A single fork of lightning struck from that column in the direction Sif’s arrow had disappeared in. Another shriek sounded, abruptly cut off.

For a moment, everything was silent and still, evening the lightning ceasing for the barest fraction of time.

Then all hell broke loose.

With a shout, Phelan wrenched free of Thesan’s grip—whether through his own wherewithal or thanks to the efforts of their friends, Matt didn’t know or care—and light flared green around his hands and his eyes. Vines and brambles erupted from the already-broken ground, tangling around the advancing army. Matt refocused his efforts, sending shards of rock shooting upwards from the ground and into the ranks, smaller but no less deadly than the mud that had been shooting skyward a moment before. The shadows grew darker until it was as black as pitch on the field, the chaos beyond the walls illuminated only by the flashes of lightning which gave it all a strobe light effect. The defenders on the wall—archers, Huntsmen, former students, all of them—could only see bits and fragments of what was going on beyond the barrier that Thordin held in place.

Only seeing fragments was more than enough to be seared into their collective memories as the stuff of nightmares for months and years to come.

Forgive me, Matt begged, not knowing where the plea was directed. Perhaps it didn’t matter.

The blast of a horn sounded once, twice, then a third time. As lightning flared and stroked, they could begin to see the ranks retreating, moving quickly, dragging their dead and dying along with them as they went.

It was hard to breathe and his head spun slowly, spots that weren’t from the after-images of the lightning dancing before his eyes.

He felt the caress of a thought, heard Hecate’s voice softly in his head.

“He’ll be born into a world with one less monster in it. This I swear to you.”

Lightning flared one last time, turning even the shadows Leinth had called into daylight.

Everything went perfectly, achingly still.

Phelan released his magic and Matt let go of his, wavering. The field was empty except for a few scattered bodies—and Hecate standing at the center of the field, still holding onto the man in a dark cloak, the one that had come to negotiate with her.

She dropped him and his body fell into a heap at her feet. Hecate wavered there, staring at her handiwork for the span of a few heartbeats, then one of her crescent-shaped blades slipped from her fingers, glinting silver and red as it dropped to the ground.

Then she slumped, collapsing into a heap where she’d stood, half on her side, her face tilted toward the roiling sky.

No. Gods, no.

This time, no one stopped Matt from going over the wall.

He landed in a crouch and sprinted toward her, his heart in his throat. It wasn’t until he saw the slow, weak rise and fall of her breathing that he finally was able to breathe himself. He dropped to a knee in the mud and brushed her sodden hair back from her face. She was bleeding from some minor cuts and a wound that looked like more than just a scratch in her side.

He glanced momentarily to the blade on the ground next to her and wondered if the blood on it was hers. A glance toward the corpse she’d dropped told him that even if some of it was, far more belonged to the dead man, whose throat had been slashed nearly to the spine. Matt’s jaw tightened.

One less monster.

He could hear the gates being opened behind him, could hear the others, could hear Seamus still giving orders. He didn’t listen to any of them as he gathered Hecate into his arms, cradling her like something precious—because she was.

Then, with her head against his shoulder and her hair brushing against his cheek, he carried her through the gate. Someone moved to protest, to stop him. He didn’t notice who it was, but he saw Phelan hold out a hand to stop them, heard his friend’s words.

“Leave them be. She saved us today as much as him or me or Leinth or any of us did.”

Matt held his lover—his wife—a little tighter as he carried her toward the fire. J.T. would come soon. Once her wounds were tended to, he’d take her to his bed and he’d see to his sister.

He owed them both that much.

Then he heard his nephew’s first newborn cries and he smiled.

Somehow, it would be all right, despite Leviathan and Olympium and Thesan and the end of the world and everything else they’d already faced and would have to face again, no matter what tomorrow held, everything would be all right.

Somehow.

 

End of Book Five.

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Forty-nine – 02

[This post is from Matt’s point of view.]

“How much do you actually remember?”

The question jolted him and Matt’s brows knit, suddenly wary. “Why are you asking?”

Phelan’s expression went slack for a moment. “Because this gets easier if you’ve got frame of reference, sheanchara. How much do you remember?”

“A lot,” Matt whispered. “I remember a lot more than I ever dared let on. It just seemed safer to keep quiet.” He squeezed his eyes shut, his stomach flipping over itself. “No, that’s a lie. Not safer. Easier. It was easier to pretend. It was easier to ignore the dreams and the feelings.”

Phelan’s fingers flexed, digging into his shoulder almost painfully. “We’ll deal with that later,” he said. “For now, we’ve got a big problem to solve. Do you remember what we did at Tammas?”

Matt swallowed, nodding. That had been one of the first battles after Cíar had been rescued, after he’d begun to recover himself. “Are you serious?”

“Do you see another way out of this?”

“I wish I did.” Matt exhaled, looking toward Phelan. “I don’t know if we can hold this shield and do it.”

“I think I can bolster the shield for you two,” Thordin said, staring at the lightning that crackled off the invisible wall.

Phelan’s brows knit. “Are you—”

“—sure?” Thordin smiled weakly. “Usually not anymore.” He slowly reached out for the shield, touching it with fingertips first, then his whole palm, his hand pressed against it as if it was something solid instead of ephemeral. Lightning coruscated across the wards, rippling and growing brighter until it flowed back toward Thordin’s hand and vanished at his touch.

He smiled faintly and glanced toward Phelan and Matt. “Do what you need to do,” he said. “We’ll buy you time.”

Matt took a deep breath, nodding and feeling abruptly shaky. He squeezed his hands into fists, a sudden pain lancing through the hand he’d slashed, the one that already carried the scar shaped like Interstate 75h across his palm. Phelan squeezed his shoulder again.

“Are you sure you’re up for this?”

“We have to do something,” Matt said, looking back out to the field. He was dimly aware of someone shouting Thom’s name as he concentrated, recalling the skills of a man who had died centuries ago, a man whose soul had been reborn in him.

Phelan gave him a gentle shake, jarring him from his thoughts. Matt blinked.

“What?”

The once-druid pointed behind them and Matt twisted to see Thom standing beneath them with Jacqueline at his side.

“It’s Marin,” Thom said, his face pale. “It’s time. She’ll want you there, too, Matt.”

Matt shook his head slightly. “No, I need to be here. Tell her Phelan and I are ending this. She’ll understand. Tell her I love her.”

Thom hesitated, then nodded. “Be careful.”

Matt smiled grimly.

Careful wasn’t something on his mind, unless it was being careful not to get anyone he cared about killed when they did this.

He turned back to Phelan, seeing a flash of relief in the other man’s gaze.

“You can’t do this alone, either,” Matt murmured.

Phelan shook his head. “No. No, not without dire consequences. There might still be consequences.”

“We’ll deal with them,” Matt said. To his right, he could hear Seamus commanding the forces on the wall in Thom’s absence. He took a deep breath. “Ready?”

Phelan nodded.

Matt exhaled slowly and reached deep.

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Forty-nine – 01

[This post is from Matt’s point of view.]

Shields snapped up and into place a second before Matt consciously realized they should be there, lightning sheeting off the lines of the wards his sister had crafted. Half a second later, he remembered they weren’t designed to do that and his heart gave a strange double-beat.

His hands were glowing, faintly silver-gray, his fingers splayed, a faint tremor starting in the muscles of his arms.

Is this me?

She told you they would need you to help shield them.

It was too bright beyond the ward-line to look at where she stood, with lightning crashing down faster and faster at that spot where she’d been.

The army Olympium had brought with them was moving, though they weren’t moving together—half was forming ranks and moving forward, others were running, fleeing back toward the rear.

What the hell does all of this mean?

“Archers,” Thom said, his voice quiet at first, then rising slightly. “Archers, target the ranks moving toward us. Keep your shots clear of the lightning column in the center. We don’t want to hit her on accident.”

Sif’s voice rose above the storm and the sound of lightning crackling off the wards, repeating Thom’s order. Responses echoed down the wall from the Wild Hunt’s archers. Sif notched an arrow and sighted her target.

Matt’s heart rose into his throat. Phelan’s hand fell on his shoulder and his jaw tightened. He cast a sidelong glance at the other man as Phelan’s fingers tightened around his shoulder. A faint tingle flowed through him, centered on his friend’s hand, lending him strength that he didn’t realize he needed.

“She’s drawing on you,” Phelan whispered, his voice barely audible over the storm. “What she’s doing out there isn’t something she can do alone.”

“She told me I needed to be here,” Matt murmured. “On the wall, with all of you, protecting you. I wanted to stay with her.” His eyes stung as he struggled to see her amidst the blinding blue-white of the lightning. Phelan’s fingers tightened and Matt squeezed his eyes shut, the after-images dancing against the black of his closed eyelids.

“Loose!”

The hum of bowstrings and arrows momentarily overrode the sound of the storm and Matt bowed his head, a tremor running through him.

What if someone didn’t—

No. No, they wouldn’t dare.

Would they?

Phelan squeezed his shoulder and Matt swallowed hard as he opened his eyes in time to see arrows rain down on the leading ranks of Olympium’s army, the ranks that continued their advance.

A horn blasted a signal from somewhere at Olympium’s rear. For a moment, the fleeing ranks paused. Some turned back to join the front.

Matt held his breath. “They’re not running.”

“No,” Phelan agreed, his tone grim. “I don’t think we expected that they would.”

But they hoped. Matt’s jaw tightened. “What more can we do to help her?”

“Archers!”

“What do you mean?”

Sif echoed Thom’s shout and responses flowed down both lines of the wall. Matt’s heart started to beat faster.

He tore his gaze away from the field and stared at his friend. “How do we stop them if she can’t?”

Phelan stared at him for a long moment before a wry smile curved one corner of his mouth. “Are you asking me what the cost would be or if it’s smart?”

“I think smart went out the window when I left her alone out there on the field.”

Something flickered in Phelan’s eyes, but the once-druid nodded. “Probably right on that. Do you trust me?”

A laugh tried to tear itself free from Matt’s throat. He shook his head. “Fuck, is now really the time to be asking that question?”

“Point taken,” Phelan said, his old devil-may-care grin flickering across his face for a moment.

“Loose!”

Thordin leaned close, his expression grim. “Whatever you two are going to do, you’d better do it fast before they get too close for the archers to make a difference and we have to start going over this wall.”

“He’s right,” Phelan said, meeting Matt’s gaze.

Matt nodded. “Then whatever it is, let’s do it.”

And damn the cost.

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Forty-eight – 06

[This post is from Hecate’s point of view.]

“Please, Hecate,” Pluton said, staring her in the face without a hint of panic to his voice, though she could see it starting to take root in his eyes. He knew full well the reasons to fear what she could do.

But he’s not giving in.

Dammit, why hasn’t he backed off yet?

“All we want you to do is come home,” he said.

Her eyes narrowed, cold rage and hate bubbling up inside. She didn’t bother to tamp it back down, not yet.

I might need it.

“Come home,” she echoed. “And where would that be? Really, where would it be? I know where I think home is and I’m pretty sure it’s not where you think it is.”

“It doesn’t have to be this way.” He held out his and to her, palm up. Her hands tightened around her weapons and lightning struck close enough to set her hair on end, to leave the smell of ozone thick in the air around them. Pluton barely flinched, though his hand shook for a moment. “Come with me.”

“So I can be a good little puppet all over again?” Her eyes narrowed and she shook her head slowly. “No. No, I don’t think so.”

“It won’t be that way.”

Damn, but he actually sounded like he might really mean it. She wasn’t about to trust him, though, not after everything that had gone before, everything that he had stood by and watched, maybe even had ordered.

“How am I supposed to believe that?” she asked in a whisper. “After everything that you and yours did to me, how am I supposed to believe a word you say? How do I know you’re telling me the truth?”

“You just have to have faith,” Pluton said. He said it straight-faced and that told her everything she needed to know.

Luckily, I’m not a child anymore, not like I was then. I know what that look means and what those words mean.

She felt the rage drain away along with her fear, leaving only cold behind. She took one breath, then another, willing her expression to blankness, forcing back the tears that threatened.

No fear. This is how it ends, one way or another.

“Matt, forgive me,” she whispered, then lunged forward. She dropped one of her blades, fingers hooked into claws, reaching, grasping for Pluton’s neck.

Horns sounded in the distance and a roar began to build, though Hecate couldn’t tell if it was her imagination or something else as she cleared the space between them.

“You can’t kill me,” he roared as her fingers closed around his throat. “I hold power over death!”

“And I am the one who guards the way,” she countered, her voice soft and razor-edged, carrying twin promises of suffering and pain—and release from the same. “Remember who I was before you stole it from me.”

She called the lightning as his brother had once taught her and all around them, the storm erupted in all its fury.

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Forty-eight – 05

[This post is from Phelan’s point of view.]

“What’s going on out there?” Phelan picked up speed as he moved toward the wall, fully intending to scramble up to perch alongside Sif, who stared grimly out toward the field, her bow ready but her draw arm relaxed, even with an arrow in hand.

“Confrontation,” Thordin answered.

“A reckoning,” Matt corrected as he slowly sank back down into his spot on the wall. Phelan’s stomach flipped over as he caught sight of the warhammer slung across the other man’s back.

That looks like—

He stopped that thought before it could be fully realized, clamping down hard.

You have bigger shit to be concerned with right now. Focus.

“Then she’s out there,” Phelan said, starting to climb up the wall. Sif spared him a moment’s glance before turning her attention back to the field.

Matt nodded grimly, not looking at Phelan. “She’s out there,” he muttered, regret heavy in his voice. “Told me to come back here, wait with all of you. I shouldn’t have listened.”

Phelan winced at the words, which rang all too familiar if he cast his mind back through the centuries. He’d heard that tone of voice before from more than one man—from both Cíar and Teague on multiple occasions.

“What else did she tell you to do?” Phelan asked, his voice quiet, nearly lost in the storm. Matt tore his gaze away from where Hecate stood out on the field facing whoever Olympium had sent to treat with her.

“What do you mean?” Matt asked, suspicion mingling with incredulity in his tone.

Phelan shook his head quickly. “I was just wondering what she’s planning.”

“To save all of us,” Matt said, his voice shaking with as much anger as fear. “That’s why we came. She knew that they’d be looking for both of us.” He sucked in a breath. “She regrets what she’s done to all of you over the centuries, Phelan. Please believe me when I say that and believe her when this is over. She was trying to fill a void that couldn’t be filled until now. It was driving her insane as much as everything else.

“She’s willing to sacrifice everything now to make it right and I’m hoping against hope it’s not going to take that last step to do it.”

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Forty-eight – 04

[This post is from Phelan’s point of view.]

Phelan’s shirt was soaked through by the time he made it to the wall, his fingers wrapped tightly around his staff. Something tickled at the back of his mind, something dark and dangerous, and he had to keep forcing it back, keep bottling it up. He was half certain it was Thesan, trying her tricks once again.

If it was something else, he wasn’t certain what it was, but he knew that it scared him.

Jacqueline was the first to spot him and was—of course—the first to try to stop his advance. She ducked away from her spot beneath the watchtower, her eyes wide and her expression pinched with anger and concern. “What the hell are you doing here?” she hissed as she grasped his soaking wet sleeve. “You’re supposed to be below where it’s safe. You can’t do any good up here after what happened.”

“On the contrary, I think this is exactly where I need to be,” he murmured, looking past her to the wall. His gaze fastened on Matt and he exhaled a breath he hadn’t realized he was holding, briefly feeling like he’d been gut-punched.

Eriú was right. Marin was right, J.T. was right—they were all right.

“She brought him back.”

Jacqueline grimaced, following his gaze for a moment before she tugged him out of the rain, back to her spot under the watchtower where it was at least dry. Thunder growled, low and close, and lightning crackled from cloud to cloud above. “If you’re talking about Matt, we don’t know how he got back.”

He finally looked at her, his gaze growing hard for a moment. “Mo croi, don’t lie to me,” he murmured. “We know who brought him home, it’s just hard to believe that she did it.”

“Why would she do it, Phelan?” her voice was little more than a whisper as she stepped close, her gaze intense and like granite—hard and perhaps a little cold. “Why would she do anything for us? I thought she wanted to kill you.”

“So did I,” Phelan murmured, then shook his head. “I have to hope she doesn’t anymore, but I don’t think I’ll get to find that out until after this is over.” He leaned in to kiss her forehead. “Which means that we need the tide to turn.”

A bolt of lightning left him momentarily dazzled, followed by a thunder crack so loud he felt it in his bones. Phelan cursed softly under his breath, turning toward the wall. He could see Matt starting to strand up at his perch, could see Thordin reaching to pull the other man back down.

Whatever’s going on out there, shit just got real.

He pulled his arm from Jacqueline’s grip and headed for the wall.

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Forty-eight – 03

[This post is from Hecate’s point of view.]

Her heart beat wildly in her chest, power crackling around her. She knew that the storm above was reacting in part to her and that knowledge was terrifying and reassuring all at once.

You can do this. You have to do this. He’s counting on you.

They’re all counting on you.

Keep it together just a little bit longer.

It was Pluton striding toward her through the ranks of his army, ranks that parted quickly at the death-master’s advance.

That plays to your advantage. It could be worse.

Just keep it together.

Her fingers tightened around the grips of her crescent blades. Cíar had never told her what manner of magic he’d worked into those blades, nor had she ever had the opportunity to ask. After he was gone, she had put them quietly away; it was too painful to look at them, let alone use them.

Be strong.

It was all she could do to contain her shaking as Pluton cleared the ranks and stopped only a man’s length away from her. Hecate schooled her expression into blankness, staring straight at him, meeting his gaze and hoping she was hiding the fear in her own.

“Pluton.”

“Hecate.” There was a warmth in his voice as he spoke, a warmth that made something inside of her want to curl up and die. “Child, we have missed you dearly. Where have you been?”

“Away,” she said, her voice chilly. “I’ve been as far away from you and yours as I could be throughout the balance of these centuries and yet somehow I have never been able to escape.”

His brows went up. “Escape? Why would you want to escape?”

“You know damn well what the answer to that question is.” Her fingers tightened around the grips of her blades. “Don’t play games today, Pluton, I’m not in the mood for them.”

“Nor am I,” he said, his tone turning grave. “Your former husband wants you back and would see your lover dead.”

She felt rage surge and it took great effort to tamp it down.

Calm. It’s not time yet.

Don’t destroy yourself out here. You have something to live for as long as you can keep them alive with you.

“He won’t get what he wants,” she said, her voice steady. “I came here today with an ultimatum, Pluton. Either you leave and never return and cease your hunting of me and mine or I will destroy you and every survivor of Olympium that would dare stand against me one by one. Do not pretend that I can’t do it, either. I am the monster you made me into. Once my will is bent to something, nothing will stop me.

“There is your choice. Choose wisely.”

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